𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘳,𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥.

ROCK MY BODY RIGHT..

I turned around to see Tom, he put his arm around me leading me backstage.

Backstage,the band and staff were having a party. There was alcohol and fun games. I was relieved that Tom had chosen me over that girl.

After some time I drank my feelings out and ended up getting drunk. Usually I have the highest alcohol tolerance but not this time.

I was sitting next to Tom, blabbing on some nonsense when he got a phone call.

"When are you getting here?" - I could hear the girl on the other line.

"How about we meet up tomorrow night?"- Tom said to her.

I could hear the girl angry, but she reluctantly agreed. Tom hung up and insisted he drive me to their house.

Me being drunk, I agreed. The others drove in Bill's car as me and Tom were left alone.

I put my head against the window, clearly sick

"I'm literally about to die, and my body will be buried in this janky ass car." - I said.

"Hey,you think my car is janky?-Tom asked me.

"That's the part that concerns you??" - I said turning my head around.

Tom slid his hand on my thigh, slowly caressing it up,not looking away from the road.

My heart started to beat a lot faster, as I watched him. God, he was so beautiful.
Its almost painful.

Soon enough we were in front of the house and Tom helped me get inside.
He led me to his bedroom and lend me his shorts and a tshirt.

I flopped on his bed and he was about to go downstairs when I said :

"Where are you going?'- i asked.

"Sleeping downstairs." - he said grabbing a blanket.

"No, sleep here. With me." - I said insisting he stay here.

He got into bed with me, and I hugged him tight. I put my head on his shoulder and DRUNKLY said:

"I love you Tom."

"I love you too buddy." - he said.

Did he just friend zone me? Oh, damn.

"No, like I love you in a way that if you proposed tonight I would say yes." - I said pretty seriously.

REMINDER I WAS DRUNK!!!.

"Let's take it down a notch DaVine." - he said putting his arm on my waist.

I could feel him inching closer,his hot breath on my neck and his hands around my waist as I fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning totally trashed. My head was throbbing, and when i turned around Tom wasnt there.

I wore the clothes I had left there from previous times, and when I made my way downstairs, Bill was making breakfast.

Georg and Gustav were watching football and Tom was on his phone.

"Good morning." - I said sitting next to Georg.

"Look who's finally awake.." - Tom mocked me.

"Are you okay?" - Georg asked me.

"My head just hurts." - I said putting my head on Gustavs shoulder.

"Hey,heres a thought maybe its beacuse you drank like a maniac yesterday??" - Tom said laughing.

"Okay, and this is not funny. That bed of yours was literally on the  verge of breaking down." - I said mocking him back.