Being the youngest member of the band was the worst I mean bill and Tom were a year older,gustav and Georg were okay but Tom and bill omfg they pissed you off especially when you just started the band they would hide your stuff take your stuff all that fun stuff.
but as you got old you and the band became closer especially you and Tom because by 17 you were dating having the best time off your life.
Until half way threw your tour in Europe you distance yourself away from them occasionally talking here and there but you mostly had your headphones on listing to music.
One day in the dressing room after a stressful day it was silent you had your headphones everyone worried about you,Tom tapped you on the shoulder you smacked his hand away that was when he took your headphones off you.
"The fuck Tom! Give them back" you stood up to get them but he gently pushed you back to sit down.
"Not until you tell us what's wrong with you these past couple of weeks!" Tom said.
"Yea y/n we are worried" bill said,they all genuinely looked worried.
Tom sat next to you,"y/n-"
"I'm leaving after this tour" your leg was shaking looking at the floor no one else.
"What do you mean?" Tom asked.
"That after this tour I'll be leaving I won't be part of this band anymore" no one could say anything until bill spoke.
"Why? Why y/n" you looked at bill.
"lately all these fan girls have been spreading false rumours and I'm getting hate for the littlest of things I mean it's just to much I'm sorry"
After the tour
Again everyone was sat in the dressing room silent as you packed up your stuff and once you were ready you grabbed your bags and were about to leave,"y/n" Tom grabbed your hand.
"What does that mean for us y/n? Are we over?" You kissed him on the lips then moved away.
"Whatever you want my love" you smiled softly and said goodbye to everyone leaving.
It hit them just then,"our y/n won't be with us anymore" bill said he was really upset you and him were best friends you were so close like siblings.
His head was in his hand,Tom sat next to bill,
"I know how you feel bill" bill looked at tom.
"You think we'll see her again?" Tom didn't know what to say.
A couple years later
you were 19,it was your birthday that day you wondered what itd be like with Tokio Hotel you remembered the band not the people but you didn't know if only you could have stayed.
The curtains open and off you went in a sexy bikini walking down the runaway as one of Victoria secrets models you've been with a couple agency's but they were really toxic especially the managers but your manager at Victoria secret was amazing so sweet and kind and always brought you your morning coffee.
You felt a sense of freedom on the runaway you looked hot and everyone knew it.
You went up and down on different outfits with other models going aswell you did amazing that day and you were glad you that it was finally over.
