Pain is All I Feel

Chapter One

Chapter one

I apologize in advance. TW - SA(not super graphic, short scene) So the first couple of Station 19 stories I've posted haven't been fluffy or angsty(they've been something in-between) but this one will be angsty. For some reason, my best writing is when I'm writing angst. Anyways, though, I apologize in advance because I'm about to put our girl through hell.

I'm not great with medical terms or medical procedures, so I'm gonna try to limit how much of that I write about. Especially since that won't be the main topic of the story. Writing a Station 19 fic, not Grey's. Grey's characters will, however, make appearances. Especially in this first chapter. I get that not everyone likes angst so you may not be super anxious to read this story, but the most angst will probably just be within the first 2 or 3 chapters and then it'll lighten up and get better so please just give me a chance.

Andy had just parked in the Station 19 parking lot, having just come from a meeting with Chief Ross. She was excited to let everyone know that she was the new captain of 19. She got out of her car and locked it when she heard footsteps behind her.

Andy turned around "Hey, what are you guys doing here? You're not allowed to be back here." Andy told them, trying to escort them out of the station's parking lot.

"Oh, so we're not allowed in this parking lot, but you're allowed to kill a man that was like our brother?"

Andy's eyes went wide. "Are you talking about Jeremy? Because I didn't kill him. It was self-defense."

"You killed a man. There's no excuse for that." Two of the three men move forward and grab Andy's arms and put a cloth over her mouth while Andy is trying to scream for help. Two of the attackers were tying her hands together behind her back while the other punched her in the face. First near her eye and then her nose, which caused her to cry out and double over. Taking advantage of Andy's position, the same man punched her in the stomach and that led to Andy falling to the ground where all three men started kicking her and didn't stop until she was close to passing out.

Andy's button-up work shirt came loose, leaving her chest exposed, her bra showing since she wasn't wearing a t-shirt. She saw through her good eye that the men were all chuckling and smirking, looking down at her. She felt one of the men pull down her bra and roughly grabbed her boobs, making her cry out in pain while the other men pulled down her pants. She felt her underwear being pulled down and began to cry. So this is what Jeremy was going to do to me that night. Andy thought. Andy felt the men playing with her, dehumanizing her, and she felt humiliated. All she felt was pain when the men started to enter her. She was sobbing into the cloth they gagged her with and was finding it hard to breathe. She felt her throat being grabbed and was trying to breathe through her nose, but she was starting to get dizzy as she felt another blow to the face. And then another. And another. And the blows just kept on coming as she saw stars and became unconscious.

The men all smirked at each other and pulled Andy's work pants up, fixing her belt and buttoning up her work shirt before running out of the parking lot.

Andy was left in the middle of the parking lot, unconscious, in the cold, still gagged and bound while everyone was still inside totally oblivious as to what just happened to their friend right outside the station.

3 hours later

Carina knew it was late, she knew that her wife was most likely asleep but she couldn't sleep at home and she just wanted to see her wife, hoping that it would help her get some sleep before she had to go to the hospital. Carina had just parked her car near the entrance of the parking lot, and when she came out of her car, she saw something on the ground, more specifically, someone. She ran over to the body and when she saw that it was Andy she was shocked. She saw a big cut on Andy's forehead and that she had a broken nose, a bad one at that, and that she had a black eye. Carina brought two shaky fingers to Andy's neck, and when she felt how cold she was, she was extremely worried as to how long Andy had been outside. Carina was scared that wouldn't find a pulse. She had her fingers on Andy's pulse point and breathed a sigh of relief when she felt a faint pulse. Carina pulled out her phone called Maya, not wanting to leave Andy alone.