•~My American Star~•

°~Found you~°

"America..?" "Russia..?"

•a few days ago...•
(Russia's p.o.v.)
                                                                                                                                      

I was walking to a bar not far away from my apartment, it had been a long day, and all I wanted to do was drink my sadness away since I had seen my partner Germany cheating on my while I was at work.

It broke my heart to see all that.. especially because he was cheating with my ex (Poland) I loved him so much, but I hadn't been faithful either.

I also started to have some kind of 'dreams' about a roomate I had in college, we used to joke around alot in our little friend group saying that we were dating. His name was America and I actually had a crush on him.

We fell out when one night we were fighting and things started to get physical which ended me almost killing him. The fight was about Germany doing something to America earlier in the day.

When his siblings found out they told me to stay away from America since they were all protective of him because they saw Ame get abused as a kid mentally and physically.

I never saw him again...

- flashback -

"Why are you taking his side even when you literally saw that bitch and his 'friends' hitting me in the hallway!?"

"Какого хрена ты только что его назвал?!
(What the FUCK did you just call him!?")

He backed away scared because I had gone to a party with Germany that night and came back drunk and he knew I was violent when I was drunk because I started yelling and breaking things, soon enough it all came crashing down..

I couldnt think anymore...

I heard him beg, scream for me to stop but I didn't listen I kept hitting him with a bottle until I heard banging at the door, I saw other countries rushing past me, I recognized those countries immediately.

Those were his siblings.. they all looked at America and back at me. Speechless. Canada ordered Australia and New Zealand to check on America before charging at me.

Then something in the doorway caught my attention it was Germany smiling and laughing like a fucking psycho.

- end of flashback -

I cried at the memory of me hitting America I never meant for anything to happen, before I knew it I was infront of the bar looking at a poster of America from a year ago.

"Its sad isn't it?"

I turned around, and saw someone that was around my age in a black hoodie with the hood over his head. He was fairly small only reaching to my neck. The hoodie seemed familiar to me but I pushed that thought aside when the man started speaking again.

"Sad that he went missing right?, I heard rumors that he took his own life. Or got married. But that's impossible since he confirmed he already loved someone but that they would never love him"

"Yeah it is..." I said, you could practically feel the sadness in my voice when I spoke. The stranger sounded as if he was running, "strange.." I thought.

"Anyways would you like a drink?, we have been standing here for the past 10 minutes"

I said nothing, so he took that as a yes.