Undeniable Chemistry

Let him be

"What the fuck Yoongi!"
Jimin yelled rushing to Jungkook and checking his face.
"He was shouting about having sex with you! Why are you defending him, he knows what you've been through!"
"He could have already had sex but he stopped because of who he is and I want sex with him too!"
"Er guys,"
"What!" Both Yoongi and Jimin turned to Jungkook.
"Don't mean to intrude here but maybe explain why we were shouting....and stuff? I'll go make coffee."
Jimin walked to the sitting room slumping onto the sofa head in hands...Yoongi followed sitting beside him hesitantly.
"So.......wanna talk about it?"
"Yoongi.....I like him,I feel comfortable around him.Since that night have you seen me take interest in anyone?"
"Well no that's why I don't understand what's going on, I know Jungkook has a normal libido and you're too innocent to see."
"Yoongi........he could have easily had sex with me, he's the one holding back, he talks to me about my fears, he's shown me I'm still letting that jerk win by hiding away from a normal life. I know you care , I know you blame yourself too, but you and Joonie still treat me like a baby that needs taking care of and I've been accepting that. By doing that I'm not moving on..., I'm not getting my life back and you and Joonie are putting yours on hold because of me."
"But Jimin we don't mind...."
"Have you asked Namjoon that or are you assuming that,?he loves you dearly he would do anything for you , just like you do for me, when do we break this cycle Yoongi? I love you for being there but we have all fallen into this rut, your music used to mean so much more to you but you got the coffee shop, basically to give me a job so I felt worthwhile. Namjoon could have been high up in the hospital by now instead of moving here to be with you because of me......I've let my hopes of being a dance teacher go as if it was nothing because it meant I could hide away....., I felt I was a nobody, a nothing, yet Jungkook someone I don't know proved I'm a worthwhile person, that I can beat this, that I deserve a life..."
Yoongi never one normally to show emotion sobbed after Jimin had finished.
"Yoongi.....,please I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.....!"
"Ahhh! Stupid tears,Jimin I'm proud of you,I'm not sad or annoyed, I'm happy to see the old Jimin back the one who stuck up for what he believed in...and I'm annoyed at myself for not ascertaining that everyone wanted what I want...,poor Joonie ....jungkook!!!"
He yelled.
Jungkook came in carrying a tray of coffee.
"Hyung let me put this down if your going to hit me again."
Yoongi hugged his old friend.
"I'm sorry Kook, does it hurt?"
"Nah you always did hit like a girl..."
"He's hit you before?"Jimin asked in surprise
"Oh yeh...,first time was when I took the last bit of kimchi he had made, said he needed it because I was already a  grown man, and he needed all the help he could get."
Jimin giggled.
"Then there was the time I broke his guitar strings.."
"It was late at night and I didn't have spares!!"
"Gosh Yoongi I never thought you had the energy to be violent!"
"Park Jimin! I wasn't violent, I just tapped him, he was always taking or using things of mine...."
"Excuse me? Who took my warm winter coat and never gave it back?"
"It suited me better....I still have it."
The pair chuckled.
"So why we're you shouting outside?" Yoongi asked
"I was telling Jimin to shout out all the things he wanted to get of his chest."
"It was good Yoongi I feel like a weight has been removed..."
"Ok.....,so what happens now?"
"Um,I'm going to do that thing Joonie suggested,"
"But........,sorry I was gonna baby you again, ok I'll tell him to set it up. What about your dancing?"
"Well...,Hobi wanted to set up another place, his building is too small but he hasn't found anywhere."
"Is he into moving?"
"I don't know, I suppose he could, he gets a lot of dancers that train for video shoots or shows."
"How about a coffee shop with an upstairs?"
"What? You're going to sell it?"
"Er can I interrupt here, you own the whole building?"
"Yer, the coffee shop takes up a small part of it,I sectioned the downstairs off, the bit you don't see is my storage area for my instruments, records from years ago,all the stuff I use for my Dj sets,upstairs is where Jimin and I stay, I was too lazy to look for a house it has its own entrance...., if Hobi wants he could live there and open up the rest of the downstairs,the coffee shop could be made into a cafeteria or something."
"Where will we go?"
"I ,Jimin will go live with Joonie , maybe both move back to the city so he can pursue his dreams.you my dear are going to be homeless unless you want to shack up with a multimillionaire we both know."
"Yoongi!"
Jungkook was laughing especially at Jimins red face,"
"I don't mind a lodger but shouldn't you wait to see what this' Hobi' says?"
"I'll go back to ours and ring him..., oh no Park Jimin you stay here,I might let you back later but it's your day off enjoy it!"
With that Yoongi got up and went out the door, Jimin who had stood confused at his words ran outside,
"He's gone, he's actually gone and left me here!"
"Well then we should eat, it's more of a brunch than breakfast ..." Jungkook said pulling Jimin back inside.
"Aren't you mad he's dumped me on you?"
"I think you'll find I brought you here so nobody has dumped you on me..."
Jungkook went into the kitchen, soon the smell of bacon and eggs came and two plates were set with thick crusty bread and banana milkshake .
"That should keep your stamina up,"
"Thanks....by my useless efforts in the gym I think my stamina has long gone."
"Well, you'll have to start trading if you want to get back into dance..."
"Oh god...Kookie am I just wishful thinking or can I do it?"
"You can do anything you set your mind to."
They cleared up,Jimin felt awkward now as if he was a naughty kid been dropped off at nursery.
"Erm I'll just sit here if you need to get on and do something?"
"Well there was something, but I'm gonna need your help with it."
"Ok I can help whatever it is I'll do it with you..."
"Good, let's go upstairs..."
"Upstairs?"
Jimin followed Jungkook upstairs they went into his bedroom.
"What needs to be done? Jimin asked looking around.
"Biology.."
"What?"
"You told Yoongi it was me holding back, which means deep down you want it..., we have a whole day to test your parameters .....just remember I will never hurt you...."
Jimins heart beat louder, fear and something else taking him over as he watched Jungkook come near.
"You willing Jimin?"
"I...um....I...yes," he whispered just before Jungkooks lips crashed into his.