Chapter 10: argument

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We had won our game against Australia 2-1 but Spain were now out of the World Cup loosing to Morocco on penalties 3-0 to them, I tried to message gavi but he wouldn't answer but than I remembered he was in the same hotel as me because he had messaged me his room number but we had never had the time to visit each other because of our games being at different times and how late it was or how early it was, it just wouldn't work. Anyways I headed up to his room and knocked I heard him move but he didn't come to the door so I knocked again and said "gavi I'm not leaving till you open this door" then I heard someone coming to unlock the door and a tired gavi stood there not letting me in,
"Liv, please just leave" he said stopping my from going towards him and keeping me in the hall of his floor
"I know you have been ignoring your family aswell, you can't just shut us out! Do you know how worried-" I was trying to say but was cut off
"Don't fucking pull that" gavi said
"I'm not pulling anything" I said shocked
" you don't know what it's like to lose a World Cup how frustrating it is to lose and how mad you are at yourself for letting it happen!" He said raising his voice
"You could be more understanding when we're just trying to look out for you!" I said now raising my voice
"I should be understanding, try losing a world-" gavi said slightly shouting now
"A World Cup we know! But you are not realizing how many more you will have in your career!" I said lowering my voice
"You really don't get it do you?" He said still having a loud voice
"No, sorry that I don't see the need for you to take you shitty problems out on me" I said raising my voice again because he is being so stubborn
"Liv, we wouldn't even be here if you would have fucking left when I asked you to!" He shouted throwing his hands up in the air because he didn't see what he was doing wrong,
"Gavi I'm here because I care for you! Don't want me to? Find I won't!" I shouted but then realized we were shouting
"I never asked you not to!" He shouted back
"That's what your basically saying, I get that your upset!" I shouted back again
"but do you get it?" He shouted
"So much for thinking I could help you!" I shouted
" what do you not get liv!" He shouted back
" I don't get why you won't let anyone help you, maybe that's why you don't feel any fucking better or is it because your being stubborn!" I shouted and then left back to my room and heard him slam him door.

I got to my room and cried, was that really our first real argument? I cried till I eventually fell asleep, I never wanted to argue with him he was just pissing my off so much and started to yell at me so I did it back and I shouldn't have...
It got up to my alarm and slowly walked over to my bathroom and got ready but when i headed to the lounge I saw him. He looked at me and I gave him and a look than walked outside to be alone because I didn't want to be by him at the moment when someone came up behind me, "liv what happened?" Messi asked
"We had an argument last night I went over to him to see if he was alright and he started getting mad and so did I and than we were left shouting at each other" I said explaining what happened but didn't realize I was crying until he hugged me
"It's going to be fine I'm sure it will" he said.

Gavis pov:
I still couldn't get my head around the argument. I was so stupid why didn't I just let her help me I was being so stubborn that I decided to argue instead of her comfort!

I saw her enter but she gave me a look than headed outside, "woah what was that for?" Pedri asked me sitting down next to me
"We had an argument last night I wouldn't let her help me with the loss and I started to shout and so did she" I said my eyes stinging with tears and pedri saw that
"Woah man it alright" he said and hugged me and I hugged him back, when I pulled away I saw Messi and liv talking than she started crying I think it was because of the arguement we had yesterday, I didn't think it would effect her this much I hated seeing her like this she looked so sad and I just wanted to hug her but because of me being stupid I couldn't we wouldn't even be crying if it wasn't for me being stupid and telling her to fuck off!

Livs pov:
The bus arrived and I sat down next to Messi because he knew I needed support because of what happened yesterday, we were playing Netherlands today which I thought was going to be a really hard game.

We started the first half and it wasn't until the 35' minutes that we scored Molina, the first half finished but I decided to stay in the pitch I couldn't bare go into the changing rooms because my team now knew about what happened between me and gavi and I thought they would ask about it so I stayed on the field when someone came up to me frenkie my Barcelona team mate "hey liv" he said sitting next to me
"Hey" I sighed
"I heard what happened between you and gavi, are you ok?" He asked me
"Ye just trying to focus on the World Cup really" I replied and we spoke for a while until we had to begin the second half.

Messi scored in the 73' minute, but then weghorst scored in the 83' to make it 2-1 but than we found out it was 30 minutes added time and in the 128' dumfries scored but got a red a little while after, the added time finished which meant penalties...

We won the penalties by 1 we scored 4 they scored 3 but I didn't want to celebrate I wanted to go back to the hotel but than frenkie reminded me "Remember we have that dinner tonight because we're all here the whole barça team and an official" he said
"Thanks frenkie where and what time?" I asked
"Just in the restaurant down stairs and 6:30" he said I thanked him and then left, by the time I got to the hotel it was 5:30 so I was gonna start to get ready:

We won the penalties by 1 we scored 4 they scored 3 but I didn't want to celebrate I wanted to go back to the hotel but than frenkie reminded me "Remember we have that dinner tonight because we're all here the whole barça team and an official" he ...

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I put my comments private as I didn't want any fans asking about me or if I was sad. It was 6:30 when someone knocked on my door "hey Pedri" I said opening the door but saw someone was behind him, Pablo gavi...

I told him I would meet him down there mainly because I did want to walk with him so I pretended to be doing something till I was sure they were gone then I headed down and sat next to Lewandowski "hey, sorry about kicking you out" I sighed
"Hey, it's alright, how's gavi?" He whispered the second bit
"Havnt spoke to him since the argument" I whispered back and he just nodded. I was just chatting when someone called me it was Messi so I excused myself and took it, "hey liv" he said
"Hey" I replied than he told me who we were playing next, Croatia... "alright thanks for letting me know" I said and ended the call as I sat back down,
"What was that about?" Lewy laughed
"Oh Messi was just telling me who we are playing next" I laughed
"So?" He said
"Croatia" I replied and he knew that they were good
"Good luck hope you win" he replied and I laughed.

After a while I wanted to get some fresh air so I asked to leave then sat on a bench outside when I heard a familiar sound I know to well...
"Can we talk?" Gavi asked
" now you actually want to" I scoffed
" I'm sorry, you don't know how sorry I am I didnt mean to hurt you" he said while he said that I was just thinking I would never want to argue with him like that but it happened,
"Ok" Is all I said
"You really don't know is how bad I felt when I closed that door and how badly I wanted to let you in to comfort me but something inside me said no and I don't know why I listened to it, I never wanted to argue with you, you are the last person I would want to argue with" he said sitting next to me
"Gavi, I love you to much to be upset over something you can't control" I sighed
"But I should have tried harder-" he said but I cut him off
"But you tried, sorry for cutting you off but it annoys me when you say you didn't do well especially in football which I know is not true because you are always putting 100% into football no matter how you feel" I said turning to look him and hugged him,
"Please forgive me mi amor( my love)" he said
"As long as you forgive me" I said with a weak smile but he just nodded and did something I never expected he pressed his lips into mine! "There's people here" I whispered within the kiss but can feel him grin against me
"Maybe your right, we should bring this to the bed room instead" he smirked
"Watch it" I laughed and we headed back inside.

A/N: sorry about the sort part I'm trying to get to the end of the World Cup which will be a pretty big chapter so get ready!!!

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