He looked in the mirror. "I'm gay.... This is just who I am... I can't change who I am" he took a massive inhale of air, trying to gain courage to walk out of the front door without being heard or seen.
He went to leave but then a heavy hand was perched on his shoulder, it was his dad. His manly body language made Sebastian feel like he was somewhat less important and more fragile than him. After the intense heavy breathing finally stopped from behind him, his father said "where do you think you are going?" The 16 year old wiped the hairy hand off his shoulder and faced the menacing man, bashing into the cabinet. Sebastian managed to speak, even though his fear of him made him stutter and tremble with his words, "I have to... Go ... To uh ... Sch-" his father stopped him from speaking by pressing his sweaty, heated finger onto Sebastian's pale lips. As his father spoke, his finger slowly draped down his body, entering his shirt and leaving a wet trail, "how about I call you in sick for today?"Sebastian's face dropped, and what was once rose cheeks, now as pale as crumpled paper. A tear ran down Sebastian's cheek, as he trembled with fear. "No!" The word instantly leaped out of his mouth. His father frowned. Sebastian added "I have to go, I've got a maths test today" Sebastian grabbed his backpack and sprung out of the door, leaving his father standing in the cold, dark door way
Sebastian didn't really have a test that day, he just needed an escape from his father. The nights were enough for him, the constant pain and fear every night would make him feel degraded and worthless, as if his life didn't matter. After his mother died when he was 13, his father changed and not for the better. He would force Sebastian to have sex with him. Those once soft, loving eyes, now held more evil within them as if it was lucifer himself. So a whole day with his father was not seen as a reward by any means , but as a punishment.
But it wasn't going to be like that for much longer. Sebastian also wanted to go to school because that was the one place he could be with his partner, Matthew. Now Mathew was your typical nice guy. He'd hold hands, kiss and be an all time romantic. But when he found out about the deadly situation about Sebastian and his father, something changed. He would do anything to protect his lover, anything. So he has planned that within a short amount of time, him and Sebastian are to leave and runaway together, specifically to New York City, the city that never sleeps. They had the flight tickets ready, set for departure in 1 week. So for them, the light at the end of the tunnel gained closet. But within 1 week, a lot can happen...
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Forbidden love
RomanceA gay teenager, with a secret past. But will the love of his life be able to save him before it's too late? ...