Hey so I won't get to personal for this but I've not been doing good mentally, when I was 10 something happened that went over my head at the time, when I hit 11 it hit me that what happened was wrong and traumatic, 11 was a horrible year for me and nobody would listen to me, if I said no they'd do it anyways, since that time I've been sa'd, learned I'm being abused, almost died several times (both by others and myself on accident and on purpose), bullied severely, attempted suicide multiple times, experienced a lot of homophobia and transphobia, remembered past trauma I forgot about (sometimes I remember other times no), had BAD phycosis, been groomed, did acts of self harm etc, I'm not doing better right now either so I've been pretty absent, especially since I have bad memories on this app, rlly sorry I'll definitely try to be more active !! ☆☆
