i really saw an angel

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After my mom left I felt betrayed in a way. I didn't really understand this feeling, it was like a sense of emptiness but, also a feeling of hope. I grabbed my headphones off of my desk and put them on. I decided to look at the trending artists of this year, and as i was scrolling through this specific artist caught my eye.

"Harry Styles" I read. His album covers stuck out to me. Something that usually doesn't happen. I decided to give some of his songs a listen. I clicked on "Fine Line" not expecting what I was about to experience. The song was so beautiful, I had not expected the song to be that good. I'm not really into music so i wasn't expecting myself to like it much. It surprised me, and so i listen to a few of his other songs.

After a few weeks I started to know the words of the songs, and i really enjoyed them. The songs made me feel safe when i listened to them and they made me happy when I was sad. They helped when I was missing dad while we were getting things sorted out. I told mom about this artist and a few of his songs. She said "They're really good" but i don't know if she actually thought that.

I finally get to see my dad. He found an apartment for now, and mom let me go over this weekend to see him. When I got there my dad greeted me with a hug and a smile. He was so happy to see me and I was so happy to see him. We went up to his door and went into his apartment. The first impressions weren't great. The place was still a mess with all of dad's stuff, and there were barely any furniture.

After I saw this, this made me feel worried and unsafe. Dad led me to the place I will be sleeping for the next 2 days. It was very dark and the light was very dim and yellow so it didn't do much. Dad told me that tomorrow we would go out and do things because I guess he feels bad because of what happened. He told me good night and if I needed him then I could just knock, he told me that everything is going to be fine and that we'll have fun tomorrow.

I went back to the room I was staying in. Good thing I packed a bag, I surely couldn't survive without it. I put my headphones on and decided to listen to Harry Styles.

Sunlight shined through the window. Dad was already awake and had already gotten breakfast from a local fast food place. He got me pancakes and a hash brown. I just had realized that I fell asleep while listening to music. I also realized that it helped me relax and feel safe.

Dad said good morning and handed me my food, I said thanks and that it was good after I got done eating. Dad said to get ready because today is gonna be a fun day.