Dont Let Your Bully Bite (BILL KAUILTZ)x(reader)

Giving up

《《A/N》》

The next chapter is supposed to go before this but it got messed up so read the next shatter and maybe come back to this for more context and less confusion.
{{Your pov}}

Lying on my mattress crying isn't how I expected to spend junior year

But here I am sad,alone and hungry

I thought eating would drown out my sarrow's

It just made me more hurt and insecure. I gained probably 6 lbs in one day

That only made me cry more...
As I looked in the mirror and grabbed my fat, I got angry and smashed my mirror with my bare fist, making it bleed terribly.

I fell to the ground in pain, and the glass on the floor looked like a crime scene

I didn't have pants on cause I lived alone, so I was wearing my oversized Kentucky T shirt. I saw all the blood on my legs and grabbed my leg to stand up. I could see hand marks
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From the blood
I wiped my tears with my bloody hand as I heard the door ring, but I chose to ignore it

The bangs got louder and louder every minute, can't they leave me alone

Are they jehovas witness cause I believe in hell and I'm not changing my mind

I ran to the door and I opened it peeking out it only with my head...
Cause you know underwear, right?

It was bill...I better shut this door but I couldn't he asked if he could come in but I declined he was gonna stand out there but he seen the blood on my face and pushed the door open

"What happend-are you okay!"
He said as he looked down in stress and saw all the blood he didn't even notice. My pants weren't there

"Yn..what happened?"
He said sad and worried for me, and it was not to be mentioned adorable.. no I didn't say that

"Why are you here I said in response. "
"I came for you,"
He said while grabbing my hand
And then he saw my bare legs
I got wildly insecure and pushed him before running into my room

He followed her, seeing all the glass and putting the picture together

"I don't care about your body. Your personality is the most amazing thing about you."
He spoke out loud, looking at me

"That's real cheesy coming from a bully!"
I yelled
But it didn't seem like he was such a bully anymore
I tilted my head down while he spoke to me until he lifted my head up to look at him with his fingers, and he kissed me on my forehead.

"Where are your bandages?"
He asked with his eyes wide with a smile

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I pointed to the bathroom
"In there,"
I made sure to be kind even though I was scared of his criticism

He really cared even though he was my bully. I don't know what this feeling is
In My stomache.