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SEUNGBIN
Genre: Angst, Smut, After care
TW: Cussing, arguing, mental health issues
Changbin: 21
Seungmin:21
Changbin:5'6
Seungmin:5'8

March 8th 2021

Changbin was a famous kpop idol that had been in the industry for 3 years on that night was his fandom anniversary "seolars." Seolars loved Changbin they thought he was perfect in every way shape and form but they were delusional. Delusional as thinking he had nothing the struggle with. He had so many things that he hid with the thanks to medicine and therapy. He had a lot of mental issues including: depression, PTSD, social anxiety, anorexia, and body dysmorphia (BDD). The social anxiety was helped mostly not because of meds or therapy but because of Changbins body guard seungmin. Seungmin was there for Changbin at his lowest and at his best which also caused him to develop feelings for his bodyguard. Even though things were supposed to stay professional, Seungmin cared deeply about Changbin and figured out quickly how Changbins mind worked. He didn't know why he cared so deeply for Changbin, all he knew is he did and it hurt him to even see his pout. Seungmin had been labeled as "Changbins favorite bodyguard" to everyone else which Seungmin didn't mind. Right around early 2021 Changbin and Seungmin were talking and Changbin had a heated moment with Seungmin, he started kissing him and kissing him turned into a make out session. Seungmin didn't know why he didn't stop him. He has told himself too many times he wasn't gay. But was he not for real? If he wasn't why didn't he stop Changbin? Why did he kiss back? These questions ran through Seungmins head days on end. Finally march came and Seungmin and Changbin had never actually engaged since the make out session, mostly because Changbin was too embarrassed and Seungmin didn't know how to approach. Finally the day of the anniversary for the fandom came and he was backstage getting ready while Seungmin was talking to the other bodyguards.

"So is everything ready on stage?"

"You'd have to ask seungmin sir. He's in charge of that."

"Why is he.. in charge?"

"You asked him to be? Earlier in January sir you asked if Seungmin could take care of the stage for the fandom anniversary."

Changbin jus thought to himself, 'well shit.'

"Alright, where is he?"

"In that room sir!"

Changbin nodded and knocked on the closed door.

"If your Changbin you don't have to knock you are an idol."

Changbin thought to himself ' that wasn't Seungmin, but it was yeonjun the other bodyguard who was close to seungmin.'

Changbin opened the door slowly and looked at Seungmin who was looking at yeonjun with a fierce look and yeonjun just smiled.

Changbin breathed in and out telling himself 'you can do this.'

"Excuse me Seungmin sir?"

Seungmin just huffed, why was he suddenly calling him sir?

"Yes Changbin?"

"Um.. a-are you in charge of the.. um."

Changbin lost it, he couldn't talk he could just stare.

"Am I in charge of what?"

"Um.. in charge o-of.."

Changbin couldn't comprehend the words, he looked into Seungmins worried eyes and questioned himself.

'is he worried?'