☆Were not all perfect☆ harringrove :)

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He doesn't even respond and drags me to his car he puts me in the passenger seat "DUDE WTF!" I yell "calm down princess just wanna ask you something rq before the shit bird gets here?" "Tf do you mean calm down and ask me questions fuck off yk what here my address so you can ask me there" i write on a Radom piece of paper i found and handed to him "sorry i really have to go !" I get out and ran back to my car and get in and started it and drove i forgot i haven't took my pills well let me explain first sorry..i have anxiety well i really try not say this to people i only told Robin and el since she understands why would i tell a little 13 year old girl cause she's the only one who keeps her mouth shut and Robin somewhat i guess.i get there and fumble with my keys .if i don't take these ima be a mess crying and shit whatever i get in and go over to the cabinets and grab them and chug them down i grab the nearest water and swig it i swallow........
^Sorry for interrupting but just telling you now it's a different kinda au where Steve has it sorry for not telling before but the demogorgans still are in here and mind flayer I'm terribly sorry for telling now :( but i hope you under stand!:3^
—————5pm———
I've been looking at the ceiling for the past 2 hours tossing and turning until i hear the doorbell ring i wonder who it is i walk downstairs and open the door to see billy Hargrove ."hi?" I say while letting him in "why are you here and how d-" i got cut off by his voice "well you gave me your address to ask you the question so i came to ask it and might as well get started with the project " he said while crossing his arms "oh yeah sorry" i say while locking eyes with him "no reason to be sorry pretty boy anyways " he said while sitting on the couch i sit next to him " uhm so?" I say while putting my legs on the couch "i was listening to your conversation with uh the girl you talk to all the time s-" "oh so your a easdropper? " i say "what no ?! I just over heard it not my fault Tommy h is boring as fuck ?""sor-sorry uh keep going " i say while thinking oh crap did he hear about me self harming shit.."lemme just get to the point do you uh self harm? " he said while locking eyes with me .i feel my heart drop "i-i-fuck uhm uhm Crap yeah! Okay what you gonna do tell the whole school now?" I say while my jaw tightens " hey hey chill no ! I'm just asking yah know sorry if i made you uh uhm uncomfortable man" he said "it's fine.." "you know you can always uhm talk to me I'm not just an asshole and a woman banger" he sighs while puts his legs over mine "yeah uhm i guess can i tell you a secret just promise not to tell..?" "Sure pretty boy tell me anything you wanna talk bout this in your bedroom ?" He said while getting up and putting his hand out i slightly smile and take his hand and get up
I lead him to my bedroom he opens the door and goes in .i lay on my headboard and he does the same "uh we're do i start"
"It's fine take your time i know it's hard to talk about these things " he said while holding my hand "i well uhm started doing it when i first broke up with Nancy i never felt like i was good enough .i got anxious whenever i met someone new or they yelled at me i got scared so scared I'll cry i got that uhm checked out Turns out i have i-i uhm anxiety i still did it My parents never gave a shit my fathers a big Asshole i mean i don't wanna like say it like that people have it worse man so i don't really wanna get into my parents ..." i say while tears where glistening in my eyes "hey no this is bout you princess Alr don't worry bout that shit"
"Hey wanna know a secret since your saying yours?" "I uh sure..!" I say back " he puts me on his lap my expression turned into scared to Shocked "i-i" i stutter "
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