TW vent book

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Things got good for awhile it's been 41 days since i cut. Things got good. Things are good but I've been stressed. Things are good but I've been anxious. Things have been good but the panic attacks have started again. Things have been good but the hallucinations have been happening again. Things have been good but I'm scared. Things have been good but I'm scared the voices will start again and this time I won't be able to stop them.
Things were good then the doctors didn't listen. Things were good then the hospital trip happend. Things were good but now there's this trip for a birthday. Things have been good but now I'm overheating. Things have been good but now I can feel the fabric of my clothes. Things have been good but they won't diagnose a 14 year old because she can hold eye contact and isn't "autistic enough".  Things been good but I haven't been able to focus enough to do my schoolwork. Things have been good but I've been thinking about going back to school. Things have been good and my sleep schedule has been ruined again.