Well now I am a 19 year old traumatized girl with a lot of insecurities and scares but I didn't quite get it yet and somehow I managed to get rid of it in a perfect way all the years ago. That also played a huge roll in building my character.
In the past, I experienced physical and mental abuse and bullying, which made me suffer from PTSD now, and in fact I have fought demons all along to live, because in my family if something happens to you, you cannot reach out for help.
I was that silent, cool and calm since I came out of my mother's womb, I wasn't complaining at all, so I could clearly tell that there was a part of me that died as a result. But I went on and chose to move on, I know deep down I don't deserve it and I'm a beautiful soul who only deserves what's beautiful, but bad things happen, we have nothing to do about it.
I can't say I'm fully recovered, but at least I'm not at my worst again.
Still trying to figure out my self and where did the actions that i do came from, but some stuff are hard to understand.
Hope you guys could figure out your selves and be fine:)
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who am I ?
Short Storyin this world that keeps giving us undoubted things , and full of questionable stuff, i started a journey to seek for my own self that is lost out there.
