𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 | • 𝐓𝐇𝐕 [ON HOLD]

01: Fate

I was laying on bed counting my fate looking at the ceiling as sharp pain i felt in my lower abdomen in between my thighs as man over me thrust himself in me in one go. A moan escape my mouth.

It's wasn't the pleasurable alluring moan coming out of once mouth at the time of love making but painful scream where someone punish you in sinner way possible.

"Ahhhh" He started thrusting me in monstrous way draining and jolting my body at his each powerful thrust pouring his anger and frustration on me like I'm the only thing who can make it go away.

Tears started running down my eyes as i felt like someone ripping my insides apart by the each thrust. I started crying hastily choking and sobbing while screaming in between but He never looked at me while giving me the pain while satisfying his desires.

I didn't stop him either Because it was my choice to be with the person who has turned into a monster. I was about to faint after 3 hours of fucking session which was pleasurable for him but torture for me. He stopped, pulling out cum on my stomach and lay besides me.

I was catching my breath that's when deep cold voice come out

"Now what are you waiting for fucking whore! Fuck off!" He shouted making me flinch.

I pulled my naked body from bed, wearing the ripped gown which i picked from the floor and leave the room with my wobble legs feeling the pain in my whole body. Walking towards my room i entered in washroom.

I look at the mirror infront on me showing my messed state, having angry bite marks on it which others called as a hickeys but for me it was another way of my pain to which I'm so used to it.

That's what I'm. Kim y/n. wife of the mafia king whom everyone scares.

And the person who is reason behind those marks and mess I'm right now in non other than my husband. Kim taehyung.

No! He didn't rape me, not yet at least. That was my choice which i chose given by him at wedding day.

' you have two choice. die peacefully today itself or marry me and be my sex toy because i will never accept you as wife for me'

That's what he said and i chose to marry him and here I'm feeling pain in body and in my soul from one year.

It's been almost one year of our marriage since my stars changed everything for me, i forgot to smile and learn to bare the lesson of life everyday for loving someone. The pain of love given by him.

In this year he never give me chance to be his wife. Didn't treat me like one. We never shared a room accept his everyday needs to please himself and hurt me in each way possible. We have different room to punish me for deeds which i have never done or we can say i had done from his Prospective.

In whole year he never looked into my eyes nor let me look in his. Maybe because eyes shows the pain which mouth or our body can't voice out.

I don't have a normal life like normal lovey dovey couples. I myself wanted to be like one but it's hard to happen now. Because even if we are husband wife for the world, in these four expensive walls of this mension he is my master and I'm his slave.

I still remember He told me at the first night of our wedding.
" Don't expect me to make a love with you because i will just fuck you hard just like you wanted and a slut you were for other men"

I didn't felt hurt hearing it knowing what he is refering and what he had saw before which wasn't even totally wrong from his Prospective and about my prospective? It doesn't matters anymore.

He is merciless monster who doesn't even show any mercy on his own wife, Hates her to his core. Hate another shade of love that's what it is. where I still loves him with my all heart even if it's about to broke. Yeah I'm gone crazy over him to where i can't bring myself to hate him even after he gave me pain.