~Tere Bin..

Losing breath over you:-ep51

Mera koi puchne ke liye aaya tha??

She is so impatient to know if she had left a great impact on him..

She wants him to search for her,yearn for her she wants to know his extent of love for her..

Because now their argue has torn many past sweetness between them..

But what will she do after realising his love again, she still doesn't know how to react to it..

She wanted to meet Sabah?
Why ?
Wasn't she the one who made her realise that she has fallen for him..

Maybe she could give her a clear idea about her feelings as sometime one who looks the situation on top understands more better than one who faces it

Tum Ghar se kya sochke nikli thi?

She doesn't want to go back to her parents,not to her husband not to the entire system which suppressed her..

One who forced her to work against
her will..

But than does it means she wants to accept Murtasim with her own choices, her love for him isn't just because she is his wife but because she loves him and he is her entire world..

She looks here and there like a lost wanderer who doesn't know her destiny,

She is soo done with her life that she wants nothing now,she has left everything back to them

He at a leisure pace touches her side of the bedsheet&smoothly runs his hand over the pillows

He could feel every bit of hers, her fragrance ,her breath, her touch
He took her pillow to sleep,she was with him to change his every nightmare into a beautiful dream

He remembers how she used to show her rights on the bed

He remembers how she has right on him and his belongings..

He closes his eyes, intaking a deep breath,

To calm his mind to be hopeful in finding her..

He has her even now,thus he takes her pillow

He keeps on looking at the bed with a sulking face..

The bed had everything but not hers..

She is his need and strength but now
without her he has just turned into ashes,

He is just weaken he is febble,
He isn't furious,he isn't insensitive but every bit of his emotions are killing him from inside..

He sleeps by pressing his head but it's couldn't help him, he has sleepless nights ,he is silent but isn't relax, there are times when u aren't a storm but storm is within you..

Woh meri biwi hain maa sahab

She is his and he even won't allow anybody to dare bring her name in his mouth..

It's not just possession but protection too..

Tumne apne bandookh ki ek goli kharach nahi ki uss par

Because Murtasim Khan is the one who won't spare anybody but why Rohail got saved,

He indeed feels him to be a reason for her disagree to the marriage

Because he has seen them during her birthday party too..

But if really he was doubted her,he couldnt ever be fallen for her

He would have killed Rohail but he didn't,he trusted her kirdar

Even after threatening him he waited Meerab to choose him over Rohail

Main usse dhoond nikalonga..

Even if the voice is febble, it's there he is still trying hard with his determination to find her,

When the police gives him two options

He denies for both

But still with her escape just after them making love is hinting him to think like that..

Shaher ke bahar nahi gyi but Rohail is still out of town only..

So how to connect the dots that Murtasim is sure about this..

She denied his love, but than he has seen Rohail with her just a day ago..

Woh pata nahi kaise hongi

He his face pales, maybe he isn't well too..

Maybe she has left him to destruction..

Usse mein dhoond lunga

With lots of pain,lots of unsaid words and feelings which he wants to express her,to confront her..

A proper conversation if could bring everything back on track..?

Mohabbat mein kisi teesre ki gunjaish nahi hoti chaahe hasil ho ya na hasil hoo

Woh shakh sirf humara hota hain

She remembers when she used to deny the fact that Haya's presence indeed hurts her being his wife..,

Because he was her..

But this time her insecurities extented to this that she

Meerab never accepted to be Murtasim's HUMARA SHAKH..

So it's clear she used it for HER MURTASIM

She even didnt approved his love but wanted him to be hers because he has loved her..

Main tumhe kaise kisi aur ke saath dekh sakti thi

Because Meerab loves him too
But no she isnt still in the state of accept it and let her proceed further
exactly this is the reason Murtasim is even talking like that

This again ends up with

Mohabbat ke liye sakti hi aazmaani padhti hain..
Phir woh Mohabbat nahi ishq ban jata hain...

Meerasim is reaching to their ISHQ PHASE AFTER HAVING A MUTUAL MOHABBAT