Looking forward towards the future
Seeing that you will never notice me
Not even a tear of my tears could move him aside
Looking at the full moon
Tonight is the day when my whole world went down the pit
Doing nothing
Not even to find help
Wanting for death to come by
Just me
Only me
Nothing to think of , no family to care for
Just me to myself
Not care for myself as I lay low waiting for the day death my visit me
I can't wait to let go of this miserable life
The world in whole is evil looking for who to cripple to it last without a single breath lift in the soul
Unite then the sun shined
And a brightness beyond my thought
A hand stood there waiting for me to hold
Holding a warm , soft , fluffy and smooth hand
A pretty hand
Looks like a ladies hand
But then the light was so bright
Looking at who it was in the light
A smooth , face
An unexpected person
God's perfect creation
How can a person be so perfect like these
So handsome , don't know what to say
I have never see some so good , I mean perfect like him
Everyone's first choice
There is no backing out in it
I must go for it
But wait
Will death come and go
Should I go back and wait in my distress
Will death come for me since I called for it
Wht could I possibly do
When I raised my head and looked at him I knew that life as come to me
But wait what that smell
If smells like blood
Oh no death is hear
It has come for me what should I do
I can't leave him and go
No what should I do
He is so perfect for me to let go
Should I negotiate with death
Let me go talk to death himself
Am not ready to let go of him in any way
Going to talk to death in any is no easy
I asked for it and now it is here how can I say no
What should I do
Death am not ready to go
I need to stay
Looking up at death himself
My God
How could you make a perfect like him
Both of them are so perfect
Who should give in
Death making a promise to me that all will be gone
No pain will be gone
No tears
No more troubles
It a promise my dear damsel, death said to me
Come now child let's go
Let's leave this wicked world and gone
You won't regect it
Death smiled at me
Those warm smiles
Melted my heart
I want to go
But leaving the other
I can't without saying a goodbye
Walk to him so that we will depart
How can two perfect win my heart so much
I can let go of him also
Can I have both
Will you follow me
You can come also
No my dear
Am not going anywhere are you
I will show you beautiful thing you have never lead you eye upon
So you must stay
I would not let you go there are a lot to see
Both looking at themselves
Two perfect
Two promise
Which should I go with
Can't let go of the two
I love them both
Can I have the both
"NO" was the answer
How can I fall for both
No am left in the middle of both
Both looking at me
And both looking at themselves
With the corner of there eyes
Which to pick
Lost in my own thoughts
