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There was a tension between the two in the back of the car. Ella knew if she looked over, it would be the end of her, 'playing hard to get act,' but fuck, Matty was just irresistable. She turned her head and looked at Matty for a few seconds, letting her eyes flicker between his lips and his eyes. Matty smiled at her, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
"Whatcha lookin' at Ella?" he asked, leaning in so close that their lips were only centimeters from each other. Ella didn't say anything, instead, without thinking, she leaned in, bringing her lips to meet his. She knew she was drunk and would regret this in the morning, but she pushed the thought of regret away. She was living in the moment. The first kiss was soft, barely even a kiss. But after she pulled away, Matty grabbed one side of her face, pulling her in and deepening the kiss. His other hand rested on her waist, pulling her as close as he could in the uncomfortable backseat.
Ella felt Matty try to move his tongue into her mouth, so she opened a little, allowing him. When he retracted, he bit Ella's lower lip, causing a hitched breath. She tried moving even closer to the other, letting her own hands feel up and down Matty's body. It felt so right, yet so wrong to be doing this. The way he kissed her felt so natural, like they were always supposed to do this. After a few more minutes of making out, they finally got to the apartment across the street from the band's hotel, scrambling out of the car quickly. Matty helped Ella out, and it didn't take long for him to be all over her again.
They made it to the door, not even knocking, but just walking in. Matty was greeted by at least four girls coming up to him, twirling their hair or biting their lip, trying to get his attention. But the entire time, his hand stayed gripped tight on Ella's waist. Ella couldn't help being jealous, even though she shouldn't be. They had known each other for only a couple of hours, she couldn't let herself get like this. He was a celebrity, of course girls were going to be all over him. They began walking, looking for any familiar faces, but the only people they saw were fucked up girls in skimpy outfits trying to get Matty's attention. A girl came up, wrapping her arms around Matty's neck and whispering something into his ear that Ella couldn't quite make out. He looked uninterested, shrugging the girl off of him and probably embarrassing her. It looked like he was used to this kind of thing.
Eventually, they made it to a bathroom, where a group of guys, (which Ella assumed were the rest of the band) were. Matty instantly lit up as he began talking to all of them. Ella was too out of it to even comprehend what was being said, but she snapped back into reality when she heard her name.
"And this is Ella, amazing singer! I saw her earlier tonight." Matty seemed to glow when he talked about Ella, dragging her farther into the room. She looked to the side and saw some random guy put some powder on the counter, snorting the line quickly. She quickly focused her attention back to the other four boys, where she heard a comment get made (most likely) about her.
"She's proper fit.." Some tall guy, with short blonde hair whispered a little too loud. Matty scowled at him, giving him a look that was practically a death stare. He didn't comment on it, instead moving on.
"Ella, these are the boys." She waved, before Matty introduced them by name. "This is Adam, Ross, and over here is George." He said, before saying something to the one on the left, who Ella had already forgotten the name of.
"Nice to meet you all!" She smiled, and they all said something along the lines of , 'you too'.
"I think we'll leave you be now..." The one known as George said, winking at Matty before leading the band out of the cramped bathroom. Matty just rolled his eyes, before focusing his attention back to Ella.
"Ignore them, they're all fucking annoying." He half-joked, before looking at the man that was leaning against the counter.
"Ay, you got my shit?" He asked, only being answered with a nod and a small bag that held the same white powder from before. Matty gave over some money and said something quietly before the man walked out.
"Who was that?" Ella asked, watching as Matty poured the contents of the bag into two lines on the counter.
"Just my dealer, love." He said , not looking away from what he was doing. Ella nodded, before hesitantly asking something she never thought she would ask, even this drunk.
"Can I try it?" Ella was never the type to do this. She always saw it, but never thought she would even think to try it. It couldn't be that bad, could it?
"Um..." Matty hesitated, quickly snorting one of the lines before turning around to face Ella. "Have you ever done it?" he asked, wiping the excess powder from his nose quickly
"No.." She started. "But I mean it'll only be this once.." She shrugged.
Matty squirmed in place, his eyes darting from side to side. It was like he was hiding something, or nervous about it. "I guess so." Ella kneeled next to him, but he stopped her before she could do anything.
"But be careful Ella, I don't want to ever see you doing this again." He seemed protective, almost like he was projecting something onto her. She didn't want to think too much into his protectiveness, so she just nodded, before leaning down and sniffing the line in. She felt a sting in her nose, coughing as she felt it in the back of her throat as well.
After a few seconds, she noticed a drop of blood fall from her nose. Matty was quick to grab a tissue, holding it up to her nose and wiping the blood off. Ella giggled, looking in the mirror in front of her. "I thought it looked cool, Matty." She joked. She watched as he threw away the tissue, fidgeting with his hands as he walked back over.
"It does.. It looks really cool, babe." He smiled, looking at their reflection, before grabbing her by the waist and kissing the top of her head. "You look so pretty, love..." He said, turning her around and kissing her. He quickly walked away for a second to shut the door to the bathroom and lock it, hurrying back over to Ella and instantly connecting their lips.
It had only been a few minutes since Ella had done the line, and everything felt hazy. A good type of hazy, accompanied an almost euphoric feeling. She pulled back from matty for a second, staring into his now dilated eyes, that were slightly blurry to her. Everything was slightly blurry. This was a new feeling to her, and she liked it.. No not liked, loved it. This was better than any high she had gotten from smoking weed. Though she enjoyed that, this was much better.
Matty was anxiously touching around Ella's body, testing what he could get away with. He leaned into her neck, biting and sucking and leaving marks that Ella knew would be stuck there... She moaned softly as he did this, feeling hypersensitive to any touch. She moved her hand to grip Matty's hair, tugging softly, which earned a soft whimper before he moved his head back.
"Ella,I dont think I can take it anymore, i need to fuck you." He said desperately, letting both his hands roam to the bottom of her dress, slowly lifting it up. Usually Ella would say no, but she was so turned on, more horny then she had ever been before, that she couldn't. She needed a release, and she needed it soon. A heat grew between her legs, that made her push them together, desperate for any friction, any relief of the ever-growing feeling. His words didn't help the feeling. She moved her hands from her dress, allowing him to move his hands underneath. He experimentally pushed down on her soaked panties, causing her to whimper softly. Satisfied with the reaction, he pushed the panties to the side, now touching her with nothing between them. The pace Matty was moving his fingers was excruciatingly slow, he was being a tease..
"Matty.." She mumbled, moving her own hips to get any friction.
Matty quickly pinned her hips in place, "Yes, Ella? Did you need something?" The smirk on his face said it all. "Because if you need something, you're gonna have to use your words.." His voice was low and seductive as he whispered into her ear, causing Ella to shiver.
"I just, I need you.." Ella managed to get out the first time she tried talking. She was flustered and could barely speak as she was realizing that Matty Healy had his hand under her dress. Her high was ever increasing, so it was only so long until she lost all control of herself. She took a breath and tried talking again. "Touch me, please." She said quietly.
"But I am touching you. Do you want me to do this?" Matty rubbed his finger on her clit faster than the slow pace he was going previously, causing Ella's legs to go weak from the unexpected speed. She moaned, leaning against the sink counter for support. But Matty stopped after only a few seconds, seemingly pleased with himself. "Because if that's what you want, you're going to need to ask for it."
Ella knew she was in no position to defy, so she (hesitantly) obliged with what Matty was asking her to do, but not without an attitude. She rolled her eyes before she went to speak, but was quickly stopped by Matty. He took a hand and wrapped it around her throat, not squeezing hard enough to stop her breathing. He gave her a look that asked silently if she was okay, and Ella couldn't even get out the words to say yes all she could do was nod, because this was more than just okay. This was perfect. She was intimidated by him now, but even more turned on. She could feel herself practically dripping. Matty leaned into her in order to whisper in her ear. "Drop the attitude and try again, sweetheart." he moved back, releasing his hand, as if to say he was giving her a second chance, like that short moment was only a glimpse of what was to come (literally).
Ella opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. She was so flustered, she just stood there, embarrassed as she tried to think of the words to say. She needed a confidence boost and she needed it fast.. Matty's hand was no longer under her dress, instead his arms were crossed in front of him as he waited for her to speak. She took a deep breath, trying to string together her incoherent thoughts to form something.
"Matty... Can you just fuck me already? I seriously don't think I can take another fucking second without your hands on me." Ella was squirming in place, desperate for his touch. Matty just raised an eyebrow, as if he was asking for something more. She was confused for a second before understanding, stopping herself from another eyeroll.
"Please.." She bit her lip as she looked up at him, hoping maybe she would finally get the release she needed.
"See, was that so hard?" Matty smirked, quickly returning his hand to under her dress, slipping one finger inside her. "You're so wet for me, darling" He curled his finger, hitting Ella's g-spot. She bit her lip, letting out a stifled moan. He grazed his thumb over her lip, releasing it from where she was biting down.
"I wanna hear you, baby. I promise no one else cares.. Just focus on me." His speaking was gentle as he planted a kiss on her head, as to reassure her. "Let me know if you want to stop, I don't want you getting anxious during this high." He said before he took the finger out, kneeling down, grazing his hands along her entire body.
"Sit up on the counter for me" He demanded, in a way that was both stern and gentle at the same time. Ella did as she was told, mesmerized by the man in front of her. He lifted her dress, kissing the insides of her thighs, making his way up. He eventually made it to where she needed it, but before he did anything he looked up at her, his pupils blown out from lust (and the coke). He quickly buried his face in between her thighs, using his hand to keep her thighs apart. His tongue licked a stripe up her core, before focusing on her clit. Ella let herself moan loudly as he got to work, getting her closer and closer by the minute.
"Matty.. I'm so fucking close, please, please..." She trailed off, muttering a few more curses under her breath and she moved her hips, trying to get the release she needed. It seemed like every flick of his tongue and every short breath she could feel. Everything was enhanced, and she wasn't sure if it was the drugs or Matty, (or both) but she had never felt a sensation with this overwhelming amount of pleasure. Matty stopped, returning his lips to the inside of her thighs before looking up at her, smirking in a devilish manner that told her this was only this start. He licked his lips, before adjusting his curls and moving back up to Ella's face, kissing her before moving back, keeping their faces only centimeters apart.
"Baby, we aren't even close to done yet." He whispered provocatively, biting his lip "I'm gonna fuck you so hard all you'll know how to do is say my name." Matty's breath was unsteady, faltering as he moved his hands down to undo his pants . He was getting off from this. Ella could tell, every time his hand even grazed his bulge, his breath would hitch. He was desperate, almost as desperate as her. The words he just spoke swirled around her head.
"And you'll want that right? To be fucked like a whore?" He continued, talking in a degrading manner. Ella nodded her head quickly, before moving her hand to undo Matty's zipper. He had undone the button already, so Ella just continued for him.
"Desperate, are we?" He asked. Ella nodded again, unable to use her words. "Answer me." He demanded, grabbing the hand that was dangerously close to his erection. Ella smiled deviously.
"Me, desperate? Didn't you beg to fuck me before?" she gained a confidence she didn't have before.
"Fucking brat.." Matty muttered, letting his pants finally fall to the ground, kicking them to the side, which left him in just boxers. "If you're going to act like this, I'll show you how you should be treated." Ella considered listening, but the thrill made her want to find out. The threat he made sounded empty, but she wanted to push his limits.
"Go on." She said, pretending to not be scared, acting almost cocky as she raised an eyebrow of curiosity.
"Get on your fucking knees." Matty aggressively stated, guiding Ella off of the counter with a gentle, yet assertive push. Ella did as she was told, looking at Matty with the 'deer in headlights' look, on her face. A mask of innocence as she waited for what was to come. Ella ran her finger on the elastic seam of the boxers, dipping under not even an inch. She extended it out before releasing it, tugging it softly, as a way to ask for permission.
"Go ahead." he confirmed. Ella quickly pulled them down, looking for only a few seconds before licking a stripe up his length. He was big. There was no doubt about that. She was honestly surprised. But she continued to tease, only taking the tip in her mouth and lousily sucking. Matty could tell what she was doing and quickly tangled his hand in her hair and tightly grabbed it, pushing her head down. Ella moaned around his cock as he tugged her hair, bringing one of her hands up to work the base where she couldn't reach yet. Matty let his head fall back, moaning as Ella let her tongue work around, squeezing the base at the same time.
"You look so pretty with my cock in your mouth... look up at me baby..." He said as his face contorted with pleasure. Ella used just her eyes to look up at him, letting her mouth go farther down. Tears swelled in her eyes, and she could feel her jaw lock, but she could tell Matty was close. She pulled her head back, resisting the grip on her hair. She looked up at Matty, who was a panting mess, precum leaking from his cock as she smiled at him.
"Fucking tease. Turn around." He didn't give her much of a choice, forcing her up and bending her over the sink counter, one hand tangled in her hair while the other was wrapped around to the front of her, finding her clit and rubbing it. Ella looked at herself in the mirror in front of her, noticing her mascara ran down her face, but she quickly diverted her attention to Matty, biting her lip when she noticed he was looking at her through the mirror. He leaned into her neck, sucking more hickeys, before whispering in her ear. "Can I please fuck you?" He asked, and though the question was simple, he delivered it in a seductive way, biting the bottom of her ear softly, while slipping one finger inside of her. Ella could feel her knees go weak and she was so close, but she needed him inside her.
"Please... please. Fuck me, Matty." she practically screamed as her face tightened. Before she even had time to think, she felt Matty align and insert himself slowly. He groaned, breathing into Ella's ear and whispering things she couldn't even understand. He moved his one hand from her hair to underneath her dress to fondle her breast,before rolling her nipple between his fingers as he started to thrust, starting slow, but gaining momentum. Ella screamed out his name and other things that came to her mind as she got closer and closer to her orgasm.
"Matty, I'm gonna cum.. Im so fucking close please.." she pleaded, tears running down her face as the pleasure came to be too much.
"Cum for me, baby..." With a few more thrusts, Ella was clenching around Matty, her high only increasing the pleasure. She moaned out loudly, screaming out Matty's name one more time before biting her lip, almost hard enough to draw blood as she came. With a few more thrusts, Matty spilled inside her, Mumbling curses and such as he panted. He stayed inside her for a few more seconds, before taking himself out, retrieving his boxers from the ground and putting them on, before returning to Ella, who had turned around. Her legs were weak from the overstimulation and she used the counter to support her weight. Matty kissed her temple, wrapping his arms around her and gently running a hand through her hair. By now, the high from the coke was fading, and Ella was overly emotional, tightly holding onto Matty
"You did so good, darling, you made me feel so good." He reassured, wiping the messed up makeup from her face and slowly guiding her to sit on the ground with him. He slipped her underwear back on, that had gotten ripped off without her even realizing. He covered her back up, pulling her dress down and adjusting the straps. He leaned in, gently rubbing her back, being as comforting as possible.
"You were amazing Matty.." Ella didn't want to boost his ego too much. But he didn't come back with a cocky response, just smiled against her, continuing to hold her and not letting her go.
"Thank you love, that was probably the best fuck I've had in a minute." The wording of his statement made Ella irritated, rolling her eyes.
"I'm not just a fuck. I'm actually a human too, you know?" Ella was not one who was afraid to speak her mind. She let Matty hold her still, and she was happy when he didn't release her, even after what she had just said.
"Yeah, I know baby, you're so much more than just a fuck." He quickly defended, pulling back to place a kiss on her lips. "I know I only met you tonight, Ella but I can tell you are so much more..." He trailed off,forcing himself to stop talking. Ella could tell he wanted to say more, but she didn't push, just nodding, eventually laying down on the cold tile floor next to Matty, who was almost protectively holding her. It was uncomfortable, but she had crashed down from her euphoric high and was too fatigued to even move. She forced her eyes shut, falling asleep to fingers gently running through her hair.
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A/N - i love them way too much
