Dear Noone,
People come and go.
Attachment. A person makes you taste a different kind of flavor in your life like no one ever does. The sweetest words, sour jokes, bitter truth, acrid comments,... the kind of difference that the heart authorized. The heart wanted the unique flavor and savored more than what must be. You're craving more coffee, wanted more sugar, added more water, lost bitterness and now it tasted thin.
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With the persons' words, actions, with the way he makes you smile, no with the way he makes you cry. cliche? You'll spend moments together. Then eventually, the feelings are mutual, passionate dislike. It feels like forever when you're with him. There's a burning feeling inside, butterflies in your stomach won't stop, no, you feel stabbed and devoured inside out and it feels just like a nightmare. You're irrevocably and undeniably in love,no, anguish fills my heart, hatred and vile.
That long awaited happiness is about to come true, he's becoming distant and cold from you. And there, your heart, like a melon falling from the sky, your heart breaks into tiniest pieces.
You feel wrecked, damaged. Like you'd never recover. Slowly dying inside and out. You wake up in the dawn and all that comes into your mind is "I am in pain and i can't stop myself from hurting." Then that realization hits you hard. That this time will come, when "forever" is the same value of a fading picture, of you and him together. And as time goes, you're forgotten and he stays remembered, forever in your heart.
Sincerely not yours,
My heart &
My tears
