I feel terribly exhausted.
Over the next two days in training and in my personal life there were various amounts of events that were very unusual for me, all of which slowly caused me to step out of my comfort zone a bit more, as well as others that made me unconscious will spend one or another moment of embarrassment.
Since when did I fall asleep in class?
That morning I woke up feeling more tired than I felt when I went to bed, after almost ending up unconscious for the second time due to the strong pressure exerted by my team partner on my chest, the day was followed by night training. Why? The military received the order to make each student who did not train the day before recover the lost hours, something with which many did not agree. The exhaustion of the main training and the night training caused most of them, including as impressive as it may seem, Jang-Soo and Young-Shin, to lie down in the arena and part of the stands having delusions of exhaustion.
In the case of Jang-Soo, he sat next to me in the stands placing my head on his chest while stroking my arm, but when I noticed that he was falling asleep I placed his head on my lap proceeding to caress his scalp, listening to a purr from him.
And just then I realized something a bit strange, my own body and my own mind are sometimes a masochistic duo. Since the beginning of military training my regular sleep schedule had changed and seemed to have "reorganized" so to speak, since most of the time I ended up so exhausted that I had no opportunity to think about the possible events that will accompany my next days or in what was happening at that moment if I had made x or y decision, because as soon as I washed myself I went directly to my bed and fell asleep.
Strangely calm because I knew that I had no pending tasks, since they have only given us the mere theory without bothering to leave us tasks.
And here between us, does anyone really find everything strange?
However, my bad feeling increased and with it, insomnia returned. That is why that morning my eyes also felt so stinging and heavy that from one moment to the next the letters in my school book began to distort and change places.
"The speed of sound is the study of organic phase velocity substances of sound waves in an organic compound..."
At that time we were in chemistry class, but for some reason my mind linked the topic of that class with the topic of physics class, which had ended a few minutes before.
Until I felt that my eyes couldn't take it anymore and finally closed, my head fell forward colliding sharply with my cartridge belt.
It didn't hurt, all I want is to sleep. That was what I thought at the time.
Completely unaware that my desk was thrown into disarray—which I hate—I reached up with both arms and leaned back fully, sighing contentedly as the stinging in my eyes began to ease.
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