Its not"Okay"

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U ran to ur room crying. Once u got it there is lol lapsed on ur ground crying u couldn't breathe normally. U knew ur future was ruined u knew no one would like u jot even eddie. U heard a ding and u look at the phone.

Eddie❤- hey were.are.U

Eddie❤- um y/n were are 

Eddie❤-ill see u later

U didn't reply bit continued to cry. He would hate u of he found d out u had autism and if u failed the test. U get up to get in bed bit u hit the boom box by accident. It blasted music at full volume u crouch on the ground sand pit or hands over ur ears. It was too loud.

It was way to bright but u found even turn off the boom box let alone lights. I can't even hear the creak of ur window. U sit on the ground hands over ears crying and shaking.

"HEY Y/N WHATS WRONG WHAT HAPPEND ARE U OK?" Eddie said but u could hear him it was too much. U cried harder hyperventilating.

The music stops and u feel a hand on ur back. U still couldn't see through teary eyes so u thot it was ur mom back from work early. U tried to cream away thinking she would hit u but two strong g arms picked u up and placed u on the bed.

" Baby hey its ok I'm here I'm here u are safe ok? He stayed in a soothing vice. He couldn't see u like this. He rocked back and forth on the bed holding u firmly bit sofrly.

"Eddie I'm sorry I failed u its ok if u want to break up with me" U said ready for it. He shakes his head and kisses the top of ur head.

" I can't fail mei love u baby and I'm gonna be honest , I saw the pills I know about ur autism. He picked u up and turn off the lights, he kicked of his and ur shoes and gets into bed with u.

" do u want to watch the breakfast club or nightmare on elm street?" He says spooning u. 

" nightmare on elm street " u said smiling


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