You Were A Quiet Student In Your College
At This Year You Were 20 Years Old At The Time
You Always Pay Attention On Every Lesson
Having Good Grades, Having The Highest Rank In Your Class
And Becoming All Professors's and Everyone's Favorite Person
Studying Hard So You Won't Be The Lowest One In Your Class Besides... You Don't Like Being Stare By People If You Make One Mistakes
In Meaning, You Have A Social Anxiety.
Social anxiety is more than shyness. It's a fear that does not go away and affects everyday activities, self confidence, relationships and work or school life.
Going To The College Early
And Never Skip Class
Always Keep Silence And Put A Straight Face
Never Smile Or Showing Any Sign Of Your Social Anxiety
It Was Kind Of Hard To Deal With But You Manage Too
You Would Do Everything By Yourself And I Mean Everything Without Someone Helping
Scared To Talk And Communicate
Always So Serious When It Come To Study
Like Basically The Smartest Student In Your College, Everyone Admired You Secretly
They Always Greet You Very Well But You Just Bow A Little To Them
It Was Quite Rare For You To Speak And Talking To People
Always Sitting In The Corner And Silence
When It Come To Lunch Break
You Always Gonna Go Out And Going Behind The College
There Was Not Much Students Going Or
Passing There
So It's Calm You Down And Relax
Never Going To The Cafeteria Because At Lunch Break, There Would Be A Lot Of Students Going There
So You Would Just Go Behind The College And Sit Down On A Bench
Just Silence And Look Down
Many Students Were Also Kind Of Find You
Mysterious Because Of Your Action
Every Smartest Person That Live Would Be
Talk A Lot, Having So Many Friends, Having A Great Connections With People, Laugh A Lot,
Having A Bright Aura And The Other.
While You Were Silence, Quiet And a Loner
They Didn't Mind Though
All You Did Was All Perfect And All Teacher's Dream Student
Never Cause Trouble And Never Disappointed Everyone
When You Go Home
You Would Be Greet by Silence
cause... Your Parents Were All Dead And You Took Care Of Yourself
Having A Clean House And Beautiful Garden On The Back
You Would Go Out At Your Balcony And Sit Down While enjoying The Night
Reading A Book, Drinking Coffee/tea Or Maybe Playing Phone Sometimes
Even Though It Was Windy Or Cold At Night
You Don't Care And Always Do It
Sometimes You Ever Got A Fever Or Catch A Cold
Going To College While Sick Was Suck
But You Don't Want To Miss Class
Putting Your Normal Straight Face
And you Uniform While Hiding The Fact You Are Sick
Wanting To Sleep And Rest But Have To Keep Going
As You Reach Home When You Were Sick
You Would Quickly Wash Up And Change
Before Throwing Yourself On Your Bed
Feeling Hot And Dizzy Were Painful
____________-_________-_________
And The Question Again Was, How and Where Do You Make Some Money ?
You Do 2 Part Time Job
You Work As A Barista And Writer
As A Barista, You Becoming The One Who Make The Order While Someone Will Taking The Cashier Role
Everyone At Your Job Cafe Knew Your Problem
So They Greet You And Didn't Bother You Too Much, They Made You Felt Comfortable
They Didn't Mind If You Didn't Talk Much
They Get Used To It As Well
As A Writer, You Write Many Books About Knowledges, Story and Something More
You Published Your Work In Offline And Online
Many People Approved And Love Your Work
Getting Some Money When Someone Buy Your Books At Library, Bookstore And Etc
How Do You Published Them Offline ?
You Kinda Have To Do It Alone Since You Were Too Scared To Ask For Help
Getting Money And Approvement Were Very Warmth And Nice To Feel
Sometime You Also Teaching Some People Online Like Using a Zoom But When You Did That
You Would Wear Mask Or Something To Cover Your Face
Giving Some Voice Changers When Talking
And Teaching Many People That Are Studying Online Then Offline
Basically Maybe You Have 3 Part Time Job
Having That 3 Job And Have To Go To College
Were Exhausted And Tiring. You Basically Pushing Yourself Too Hard
Why Did You Do That..?
To Make Your Parents Feel Proud
Your Parents Were Always Love Your Sister Then You
Even Though You Work Harder And Study Harder, They Just Didn't Care It
You Overworking Yourself And Nosebleeding When You Kept Pushing Yourself
Ever Didn't Sleep For 3 Days To Finish Your Work And Everything
Always Putting A Foundation To Hide Your Black Bag under Your Eyes
Feeling Tired And Exhausted..
YOU ARE READING
Windy Night // Sanemi x Reader
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