Broken (Leo Valdez Angst)

Chapter 1

(Ps: Sorry if the personalitys are a bit off also bad grammer!)
Leo
Again, as always I was crying in the engine room. Pathetic. I couldn't help it. I heard someone knock on the door so I quickly wiped my tears and answered the door. It was Jason.
"Hey Leo, Could you hel– Woah! Are you okay?"
"You look really bad right now." Jason asked worriedly.
"I'm fine. What do you need?" I put on a fake smile.
"You sure?"
"Yes, what do you need?"
"Well uhm... my watch broke and I was wondering if you can fix it for me?"
"Of course!" I beamed.
"That's not a problem for your local bad boy supreme!
Jason looked at me with a face
"Thanks, I have to go though, me and Piper are going on a date! Bye!"
I watch as Jason jogs away.
"Byeeeee!!" I called after.
I closed the door and my expression fell. I sat in a corner and started crying again. The voices came at me.
"Useless"
"Dumb"
"Fat"
"Selfish"
"You let ur mom die"
That hit me hard. I kept crying as the voices contines.
"How could you let her die?"
"Why couldn't you save her?"
"How could you kill her?"
At that point I felt like I could cry until a river was made.
"Please stop.." I mumbled
"If you really want it to stop then give yourself pain like how you did to all the people you killed.."
(Warning:Cutting!)

I looked over to a razor and stared at it for a a minute
I slowly walked towards it. I picked it up and started cutting myself one after another. After a while I started feeling dizzy.
"Too much blood lost.." I thought, just as i fall to the floor
———A few months has pasted———
Jason
Leo has been eating less and less. I rarely even see him outside! I'm starting to get worried for him. It was 2:45pm when I went to check on Leo since I hadn't seen him in a long time as me and the others had been busy. When we invite Leo he'd always say "He's busy" or "He can't make it" so the others and I just decided to stop asking him as he even came.
I knock on the door.
"Leo?"
No answer..
"Leooo?" I call a little louder
I knocked again but no one answered.
"Leo!" I called even louder
Then I started getting worried..
What if he got captured?
What if he's hurt?
What if–
Suddenly the door opened.
"Hello?"
It was Leo.
"Holy Hades!"
"What happened to YOU!"
"What do you mean?" He asked suspiciously
Leo had messy hair, he also had eyebags under his eyes, and looked HORRIBLE!
"I mean not in a bad way but–"
Then I realized he had puffy eyes.
"Leo, were you crying..?"
Leo's eyes wided.
"U-uhm n-no?"
"Leo, tell the truth."
"Uhmmm.. It was just a nightmare.."
"Don't lie to me Leo.."
"I'm not!"
Well that hit a nerve..
"Leo please!"
"No."
"I want to help! What's wrong?!"
"I don't need help. I'm fine."
"But—!"
"Bye."
"Wait—!"
Leo closed the door.
I look down at the floor.
"This is way deeper than I thought..I should tell the others." I thought
"Leo, you okay?"
No answer..
"Leo!"
Still no answer
"Leo please..?"
..............
I sign as I walk away, knowing I can't get him out. Hopefully he's ok I'm going to talk to the others about this. Before I walk away I heard a sob, hopefully that wasn't Leo but his mind couldn't convince him otherwise.
Why Leo? He had always been happy, He always made jokes...Wait is it all been a act..? All this joking whenever we talk about something like his past? All this was just an act? All of this? Oh my god..I'm such a bad friend.
I quickly ran off to find the others.
"Please be ok Leo.." I mumbled

Word count:666!💀
Sorry it's short—
Cya next time
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(Tell me if I messed up anything didn't double check kinda lazy)