Pétalos (Petals) 🥀 Chanlix

Fourth Petal: Hurts

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The fourth petal was the lies, excuses and damage we did to ourselves.

Perhaps it was so much blind love delivered that when we realized it there was jealousy, mistrust and tears.

The flowers wanted to continue more firmly, but suddenly
little, they were saddened.

Withering like the petals that turned dry as each season passed.

I did not want to see the wounds that were being created from our careless acts and that winter night where I shot the sharp words blinded by negative emotions.

I hated myself for breaking the promise that I would never let your face fill with tears and pain again.

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December, 2021

-Why are you acting like this?

There was concern both in your words and in your eyes.

For my part, I was only reluctant.
Blinded by my unusual attitude.

-You ask me that when because of you we are like this.

-My fault?

- Don't you realize that your decisions and me following you like a stupid lapdog led us to this uncertain path?! - and I spat out the stinging words that acted as thorns. Some that would leave permanent scars - You have to grow up Felix, we are not the young people we used to be.

- It's incredible that you're telling me this when everything that has happened was because we planned it together. Isn't that so? - I saw your broken expression, facing my gaze with crystallized eyes and I understood the mistake made - I never forced you to be with me Christopher and if at any moment you felt like a responsibility. I'm sorry.

-No Felix, I really didn't want to - I didn't have an answer after knowing that I had hurt you and my heart wanted to come close to your side, encircle you in my arms and tell you that everything would be fine.

However, my head did not give signals to my extremities to move since it considered that getting closer was not the best option because I had already ruined it and pride overcame me.

-..just...forget it and don't apologize because in any case it's my fault-I decided to escape, taking the coat from the coat rack -it's better that I'm not here today.

And like an idiot, I listened to my head, running away from our home.

Closing the door without even giving you one last look where I didn't read the message in your pupils that you didn't want to be alone.

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That was my second mistake.

Leaving you alone the night we argued.

Create insecurities and a gap between the two that continued to grow.

That was how the petal flew away in a gust of freezing wind.

So ephemeral that when we blinked, our end came.

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Hello people! How have you been?

Here I bring you the new part of this beautiful story made by our dear author  magnorilys

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