There All Dead.

all good things come to an end

[ italics is mind ]
(Jakes pov)

Devon 🫶🏼 :: JAKEEEEEE

Me :: Whatttttt

Devon 🫶🏼 :: CANNNN I COMEEE OVERRRRR

Me :: right now?

Devon 🫶🏼 :: Yesssss

Me :: Okayyyyy

(Devons pov)

Is Jake avoiding me? He said "right now?" .What does that mean ?!?!!! . Okay stop panicking he's just tired probably. Or he hates me .

(Jakes pov)

Ever since we got rid of Chucky I still feel guilty. Where is my mind I can't figure out if I'm okay. Is there something wrong with me?.I'm tired of everything if the pain could just stop I'll still be in guilt.Devon doesn't know about any of my problems he only knows about Chucky. I love him but I can't be in a relationship. *Logan walks to Jakes room* "Jake do you have someone coming over tonight?" My dad says he's obviously drunk I can tell by the smell of his breath. "Yeah why?" I reply in the calmest tone I can do "don't talk to me like that " my dad says while slapping me .he finally left. I ran to my bathroom looking in the mirror seeing a red mark on my left cheek.I burst into tears grabbing some random concealer thingy Lexy left at my house . Dang it her shade is too light what the fuck I'm I gonna do.

Me :: Dev you can't come over sorry .

Devon 🫶🏼 :: what why? I really wanted to see you??

Me :: you just can't come

Devon 🫶🏼 :: Jake I don't like being negative or anything but do you not like me anymore?

Me :: Devon ofc I love you I always will I'm not ready for a relationship. There's been this voice in my head telling me to just do something bad really and I can't control that voice. All I feel is guilt I don't know how much more I can take of it . Its like my meds can't help this pain no more. There's a lot I haven't told you not because I don't trust you is that I don't think you would like what you gonna hear.im sorry About all of this Chucky everything it was all my fault.I should've not bought the fucker you and Lexy wouldn't be in danger. Its the best for this break up . It's just meant to happen yk? All good things come to an end. Maybe the right person at the wrong time . I never meant to hurt you in any way I think it's time for this sad depressed paragraph to come to an end just like our relationship.

Devon Evans :: Jake.

Me :: Devon im sorry
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Me :: Devon im so sorry
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