5| Growing up

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When I was younger, everything seemed all sunshine and rainbows. I didn't know nor understand so I didn't realize the problems around me.

I always felt like there are always solutions to every problem but as I grow up, I see the problems firsthand. I see problems with no solution.

People are crying around me. I have been brought up to help people in trouble but when their problems have no solution, I don't know what to do with myself. My friends cry, my family faces some issues that have no proper solution and I don't know how to help. 

I want to help but I can't.

Growing up is a curse and a blessing of sorts. 

Curse, majorly because it makes us writhe in the pain of the inability to solve a problem you can see. 

Blessing, as to identifying the problems in the first place.

In conclusion, knowing and acknowledging a problem but the intense inability to help is one of the worst feeling in the world.

P.s: Some problems can be solved with patience and hardwork and some by time. The problems I talk about are not fit for either of those category.

                                                               - D.P

A fact about me: I have a long, and I mean like really long list of friends that stabbed me in that back that made me hard to trust anyone. Now I've learned how to trust cause of my trusty besties, Karesh and Faz.

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