Lost in Seoul

08

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Well I'm leaving Tomorrow still didn't talked to Josh but who cares.

Now its time to go shopping

I called the driver since I wanted to shop with ate and Nath is going to go shopping since its my last day here int he Philippines.

The driver was about to get a car out but somebody stopped in front of us

"What the?" I said and got out

I was mad but saw Josh getting out of that car

"Josh? " I asked

"So your leaving Tommi without telling me?" He yelled

"Please don't make a scene Nath is in the car" I said

"Ganon ba talaga ka lala ang kasalanan ko sayo na aalis ka without telling me? Huh?" He yelled

"Who told you? " I asked calmly

" Ate Liah told me. Ano ba talaga kasalanan ko nang matama kuna? Di mo namang kailangang umalis eh! Is korea that beautiful for you to decide to leave me?" He yelled

"Wala kang kasalanan.. Its all my fault that I hurt my self but I don't want to talk to you" I said and was about to open the door of the car but he stopped me

"Look I don't know what really happened pero papayag kalang ba na umalis ka na hindi toh naayos? " He asked

"I don't want to. But this is not about me Josh its about my family." I said

"Reina please wag ka nalang tumuloy" He begged

"Sorry but I can't" I said

He pulled my hand and hugged me.. I  felt too weak that time so I hugged him back and tear fell from my eyes.

"I'm sorry Josh but I can't stay. I need to know my father. I want to know the things that was hidden from me a long time ago. Hope you understand." I said to him

Note to self hug is really powerful.

"I support you. I'm sorry if whatever makes you angry. But please give me a chance to be part of your last day in the Philippines. I can drive you and your family to the mall. How does that sound?" He asked

I don't want to agree but Nath opened the window of the car and shouted "Sge kuya"

"Tara na" Josh said.

I sat on the front seat near him still discussing everything

"What are the evidences you got so far? Akala ko panaman same tayo ng school na pagaaralan" sabi niya

"Akala ko din eh. But you know the feeling of finally one step closer to finding or recognizing the people you failed to meet" I said happily. Damn I missed this drives with him. Fells so different

"Happy for you" sabi niya

"Hoy Josh dun ka nalang sa amin mag dinner sabihan mo ate mo huh" sabi ni ate

We drove to the mall and realized I was going to miss Josh but its to late to stop now . 

We ate dinner at our house with his sister. I was trilled and happy. But sadly its going to turn to goodbyes

I bid goodbye to them as I walked upstairs to prepare my things. Ofc i brought our friendship pictures, my clothes my guitar and my art materials.

That night I hugged my sister before she sleeps she hugged me back

"Im going to miss you" she said. I ended up tearing up but I have to be strong for the truth.

I get to bed and slept

𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮
I am with a boy beside me while in the plane. And I was leaning at his shoulders. We reached NAIA while he gets my stuff and we got down of the plane.

We drove home and I saw that were laughing with my family. Its night already and he hugged and kissed me before sleeping
𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮

I woke up from another stressing dream. Its not beautiful actually its ugly everyone knows how I hate sweet moments I like lowkey and everything.

I took a bath and the driver took all my clothes to the car as we drove to the airport.

We reached the airport with a dramatic goodbye..

I hugged my family and walked to the plane in tears. So this is goodbye