I might look normal for and act normal infront of other but deep down I am as depressed as any teenager can be. And I don't know what people of my age really feel much cause telling honestly I barely have any close friends to share and talk and my so called friend whom I tried to talk ditch me and makes me insecure.
Today was really a hectic day which I wasted in my room a golden Saturday day doing nothing much but still felt hectic doing note, bathing and going through social media even though in real I don't have a social life . And crying over my failed one sided love who never replied or even care I exist . Isn't it so crazy I am crushing over a guy for like more than 4 years and everytime I cried for him and got roasted maybe he is too good for me or maybe he really is full of red flag which anyone can notice except for me.
So talking about today it's been like daily routine I cried but I don't always cry because my crush don't like me bad even though I have tried everything possible to get attention from him buy yeah because of real problem in life I don't know if everyone can understand but my family is a mess and I can't help or do anything to help my parents . The financial crisis of every middle class once in a year has last for over more than a year for us which have shaked my mind out and made me more depressed with the thought I can't really do anything for my parents . Nor I am a typical obident daughter but still deep down I care about them but still I can't do anything other then watch and feel how miserable life has really been recently.
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