I Don't need you Alpha

Chapter 18. The day I lost my innocence.

Recap:

This is really going to be a bother i honestly wasn't ready for it... After a long consideration i have decided i will lose my virginity to my mate tonight because he is my mate and i know he won't hurt me and i know he will care for me forever and ever and anyways he is the sweetest mate and loving mate i have seen... even though he has been having sex with other girls and i know he is i just could not let myself hate him because Lucy doesn't want me to hate him even though she is hurting really badly... i guess tonight is the night where i lose my innocence and i mean what do i have to lose?....

Reeva P.O.V

I phoned Jason and spoke to him and told him that i missed him and if there is a possibility that i can go to the pack house tonight cause i have some urgent things i needed to speak to him about and he said that it wasn't a problem.

It was after school my dad had fetched me cause i asked him to, i didn't want Jason dropping me off at my house and then fetch me afterwards and dropping me off it was too costly.. I know that the pack house gets gas money every month for every pack member cause its the Alpha's duty to not make everyone waste their money if he has all the money i just think its not right and so i rather asked my dad to fetch me and later jason come and fetch me... that sound more fair...

I got in the car and my dad and i were off to the house... i sprinted upstairs to get my homework done because i know i won't be coming home tonight if "That" happens and so i completed my homework, it was actually quite easy anyways.... so i got into the shower and washed my hair with a new fragrance called the midnight cherry and gosh let me tell you it was amazing!

then i shaved everywhere that was needed to be shaved... i kind of get self conscious when it comes to my private parts... i know being a wolf you shouldn't be embarrassed because when everyone goes for a run they always end up changing in front of everyone or completely naked but quite honestly i don't like it so i always go somewhere else to change...

i washed myself with the body wash it was the strawberry and cream body wash... after washing i put some cream on to moisturise my body and so that it won't be too dry when "we" are "doing" it... i put on my lovely purple bra and my matched G-string and i looked amazing in it.. thanks to Bianca for buying it for me 2 years ago, i just never wore it, I didn't find a purpose in wearing something that sexual....

i finished up putting my clothes on which was a pair of black skinny jeans and a tight shit that had writing on it saying :YOU DONT HAVE TO LIKE ME, IM NOT A STATUS!

I dried my hair and gave it some lose curls there and there.... and went downstairs to tell my parents i wasn't coming home for the night cause i was going to spend it with my mate Jason... my father didn't like the idea but my mom was happy with the idea.....

10 minutes later the door bell rang and i rushed to the door and saw Jason standing my the door way. "Hello gorgeous! you looking sexy tonight!"

i blushed at what he said gosh i love when he sweet talks to me he makes my so happy for the slightest things. My mom and dad both got up and bowed their heads at my mate and greeted him with a sign of respect.

I looked at him, he was so proud and happy cause of the respect he got from my parents because their generation is different but he's still the future Alpha so he still considered more high and mighty than anyone besides his father and mother and also the future Luna.. but i didn't think about wanting to become the Luna yet.. it just never really crossed my mind in thinking about it. "You ready to go?"..... i looked at him all nervously and told him to wait 2 minutes for me while i go and get my phone and luggage for tonight..... so i went upstairs.