Bittersweet- All of us are dead

Chapter one. "Hmm.. fuck you!"

If you found out that the one friend who you're trying to get rid off, confesses to you in Japanese, what would you do?
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Me and my Joon-hyuk are sitting in the moonlight. Like lovers. But I don't wanna be with him.

"月が綺麗ですね?" (The moon is beautiful, isn't it?)

I look up at my friend, Joon-hyuk as he stares at me, with hopeful eyes.

"Why.. just why Joon-hyuk?" I ask him, and I see the heartbreak in his eyes.

"I thought- I'm sorry.. I thought you perhaps- just liked me back?" He said, as he grabbed my hand.

"I should've know.. Joon-hyuk. You're a damn bully." I said, as I pulled my hand back.

"But- No, please, I'll change, y/n, I'll change for you!" He said, but I shook my head.

"No. I don't even know why I kept you as a friend. You're a disgrace." I said, as I walked away.

"Hmm.. fuck you!" I heard him say, but I ignored him.

Fucking bully.

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We didn't have more contact after that.

But he joined the bully group. Lee Su-hyeok, Son Myeong-hwan, Park Chang-hoon, Yoon Gwi-nam and Kim Hyeon-ju.

All a bunch of losers, if you ask me.

It's too obvious that Hyeon-ju's a dicksucker for them.

I know a hoe when I see them. Gwi-nam's their gopher, and Su-hyeok's is getting used, but his dumb ass doesn't realise that.

Funny.

They always picked on weak kids, who were helpless, and guess who helped the weak kids? Me.

Because everyone is a scared shithead with no damn braincells.

They are all too involved with their looks, and relationships. Those dumbasses don't even study. How do they expect to survive Korea with no good grades? Marry a white man when you could just go for your damn future?

At least fighting is actually beneficial, as you could protect yourself.

But those dumb ass bullies only live on fighting. It's like "survival of the fittest."

But you won't survive Korea if you fight. But you'll survive if you'll fight.

Most of the time I'm in the back of the class, studying hard.

Fuck looks, I don't want to be a flop.

Gotta make mom proud.

My mom and I went through hell, so I'm working hard on making her proud.

And it's not as if I crave an relationship if all men want is their own satisfaction, and aren't willing to fight for their future.

Lame losers.

Most of the classmates describe me as the mean girl who doesn't bully.

The girl who's always judging.

The heartless.

But I'm not completely heartless, because I have a crush. On the dumbest boy in the class. And he's also a bully. But never mind that

Ironic actually, but it's fine. I can change him.

A boy with fight skills and a girl with brains always work out in the end. But I want him to be at least a little smarter. And quit being a bully.

"Y/n Joon?" I hear someone ask, and I see that's it's miss Park.

Oh no..
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4 Months later