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    When Cen Luo opened the door, Qin Ran was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Qin Ran raised his eyes and complained: "Xiao Luo, why didn't you answer the phone? I've been waiting for you for more than two hours." After Qin Ran said this, Cen

Luo lowered his head and took the phone out of his pocket I came out to take a look, pressed the screen and found that there were several Qin Ran's missed calls.

"Accidentally muted."

Seeing that the battery was too low, Cen Luo casually placed the phone on the charging station on the counter at the entrance, and then sat on the sofa on the other side.

Sensing Cen Luo's lack of interest, Qin Ran was a little puzzled, turned down the volume of the TV, and then moved to sit next to Cen Luo.

"Did you just get off work? Why do you look unhappy?"

"I..."

Cen Luo's eyes turned red before he could answer.

She remembered what happened in Nanyang Yulou just now.

When the two were about to take the last step, Cen Luo returned rationally and pushed Jian Mu away.

She can still clearly recall the scene at that time.

The clothes of the two of them were messy, Jian Mu hugged her and asked her over and over again, what should she do.

How can we not break up.

Qin Ran thought that Cen Luo was a little unhappy because he just encountered difficulties at work.

But she didn't expect that she would cry directly.

"Don't cry, Xiao Luo, tell me who bullied you, and I'll avenge you, okay?"

Qin Ran rarely saw Cen Luo cry, even when he was with Jian Mu before, he rarely cried in front of her.

What she remembers deeply is only when she graduated from high school and graduated from college.

When I thought I would never have the chance to meet Jian Mu again.

Jane Mu?

"Did Jian Mu bully you?"

In an instant, Jian Mu's name flashed in Qin Ran's mind. Apart from Jian Mu, Qin Ran couldn't think of anyone who could make Cen Luo so sad.

But, didn't Cen Luo lose his memory?

Hearing Jian Mu's name, Cen Luo cried even harder.

In Nanyang Yulou and on the way back, Cen Luo endured it for a long time.

She was afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions and cry in front of Jian Mu.

I was also afraid of running back to hug Jian Mu again because of reluctance.

"Xiaoran, I broke up, I broke up with Jian Mu."

Cen Luo choked up, although she tried hard to control her tears, she couldn't stop her tears.

The more you cry, the more fierce you become.

Qin Ran guessed that it would have something to do with Jian Mu, but she didn't expect it to be because of the breakup.

"But Xiao Luo, aren't you..." Have you lost your memory?

Qin Ran didn't say the latter words, but suddenly understood when he saw Cen Luo so sad.

Only Cen Luo before amnesia would be so sad because of Jian Mu.

Qin Ran took the tissue box from the coffee table, took out a few tissues from it, and wiped her tears.

Seeing Cen Luo crying so hard, Qin Ran's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"It's okay, Xiao Luo, the next paragraph will be better, you will meet someone you like more."

"Never met again, never again," Cen Luo choked up, "She said she loves me. But ten years I didn't even like it, so why do I like it now?"

"Xiaoran, it's impossible."

"Is habit so terrible? Because of habit, can it even be called love?"

"But she obviously doesn't love me."

"You're right. She treated me like this after all because we are not suitable. It is better to separate than to torture each other." "

It was I who prevented her from meeting someone better."

Cen Luo's voice became lower and lower, sobbing Also getting bigger and bigger.

Qin Ran choked up with her because of her words, and she suddenly remembered Cen Luo from before.

——Xiaoran Xiaoran, Jian Mu gave me a lecture on the self-study class with Jian Mu today, and she didn't hate me that much, she would like me sooner or later.

——Xiaoran Xiaoran, Jian Mu drank the water I gave after the high jump competition today, she likes me, right?

——Xiaoran Xiaoran, I kissed Jian Mu in the library today, but she was not angry. I thought she would ignore me for two days, would she like me?

But how did she answer it?

——Xiao Luo, wake up, liking anyone is better than liking Jian Mu.

——Xiao Luo, can we choose another person to like? At first glance, Jian Mu is not the kind of person who likes others.

——But Xiao Luo, I just saw yesterday that Jian Mu seems to have accepted a confession letter from a school girl.

Because she is not optimistic about the relationship between them, she has been denying Cen Luo's relationship.

Thinking about it now, the reason why Cen Luo mentioned Jian Mu less and less in front of her later was because he was always denied, so he lost his desire to share.

On the road of liking Jian Mu, only Cen Luo fought alone.

She subconsciously denied Cen Luo's efforts over and over again in the way she thought she was good to Cen Luo.

Cen Luo will become more and more silent, she is right.

They all did it the wrong way.

"I'm sorry Xiao Luo, I'm really sorry."

Suddenly, Qin Ran cried louder than Cen Luo.

Cen Luo wanted to ask her but couldn't say anything, so he could only cry with her.

After a long time, Cen Luo regained his strength and got up from the sofa to go to the bedroom.

"I'm going to pack up."

"Pack up? Where are you going?"

"I'm going to resign and return to Miancheng. Since I can't go back to the beginning, I'll return to my position from three years ago."

Cen Luo forced a smile, and then entered the bedroom.

"But Xiao Luo..." Qin Ran followed behind her, and said cautiously, "Are you really going to give up after liking her for so long?"

Qin Ran could clearly feel Cen Luo's reluctance for Jian Mu, but But at this moment, he insisted on breaking up.

Is the breakup a relief or another pain for Cen Luo?

Based on what she knew about Cen Luo, the latter was more likely.

Cen Luo's hand to open the closet suddenly paused and did not speak.

"Xiao Luo, in fact, I have also seen Jian Mu's changes during this period of time. Did you know that Jian Mu also took the initiative to contact Xu Fengwan to discuss cooperation that day." "Isn't it normal for her to be the president of a company to discuss cooperation?"

"

No Xiao Luo, she also added Xu Fengwan as a friend, and wants to cooperate with our company."

Cen Luo said oh.

"Maybe Jian Mu really likes you? Maybe she really regretted it."

Cen Luo took out some clothes from the closet and chuckled, "You know Xiaoran, I really wanted to hear such words before, Later, when you were not optimistic, I was still thinking, I must prove that Jian Mu would like me." "

Look now, you and Xu Fengwan are both right."

Cen Luo turned his back to Qin Ran and began to fold Take out the clothes from the closet and put them on the bed.

Tomorrow I will leave the city where I have lived for so many years, and I feel quite sad when I think about it.

"Xiao Luo, at that time..."

Before Qin Ran finished speaking, he heard Cen Luo murmur, "

This jersey was worn by Jian Mu when he participated in a basketball game in the second semester of high school."

Cen Luo laid out a light orange basketball jersey on the bed. There was no wrinkle on it for so many years, which shows how well she preserved it. Then she heard her say: "I asked the basketball captain to ask for it. It's not because I have a collection

habit , I just don't want her jersey to be worn on someone else."

"I have never dared to tell Jian Mu about this, because I am worried that she will think I am abnormal."

Cen Luo laughed as he spoke, as if thinking of something funny Same.

Qin Ran stood beside her, silently helping her fold the clothes, without interrupting her conversation.

"At that time, I heard that the basketball team was urgently recruiting players. I had a good relationship with the basketball captain, so I recommended Jian Mu to her. The original intention was to let them take Jian Mu to play, but the basketball team captain ran away within two days. Come and complain to me that Jian Mu doesn't play with them at all, and as soon as she gets close to Jian Mu, Jian Mu leaves and doesn't talk to them.

" Just kicked Jian Mu out."

"The captain was angry and helpless, but fortunately, the result was good, and he won the championship in the city competition that year, but it didn't prevent the captain from telling me that Jian Mu was too difficult to deal with, haha "

Cen Luo was smiling when he told about the past, but Qin Ran could hear sadness from it.

She seemed to be saying goodbye to the past.

"But why did Jian Mu go to the school women's basketball team?"

"I don't know, maybe it was on a whim."

Cen Luo smiled, and didn't intend to think deeply about Qin Ran's words, but continued to share with her what happened before. What I told Qin Ran.

"I have a USB flash drive full of photos of Jianmu from the past. I named it Spring. Both Xiaoxi and grandma passed away in spring. My spring lacked too many things. I always felt that Jianmu was my spring. "

All the photos you deleted before are also backed up in it, so don't blame yourself."

So she bound all the photos on the camera into a book and planned to give it to Jian Mu as a gift, and the folder was just to never be opened again.

Just put the memories in a corner where she can't see them.

Don't touch, don't think, don't think.

Qin Ran felt sour. She thought she was Cen Luo's friend, but she cared too little about her liking for Jian Mu.

She resisted the urge to guess and hypothesize, and quietly listened to Cen Luo's words.

After a long time, Qin Ran finally couldn't help but interjected: "So, it's not that you don't like her anymore, you just want her to live better, right? It's not that you don't want to be with her anymore, you're just afraid that she will treat you It's just a habit, is it delaying her?"

Cen Luo was stunned for a moment, then said softly, "What's the difference?"

The difference is huge.

Cen Luo's attitude will affect Qin Ran's thoughts.

If she really let go of her love, then Qin Ran can help her find a new relationship.

But if she just didn't dare, Qin Ran will make up for the courage she didn't give Cen Luo these years.

Otherwise, with Cen Luo's temperament, I don't know how long it will be sad.

Of course, all the premise is that Jian Mu really repents and really loves Cen Luo.

"I'm going to take a shower, why don't you watch TV first."

Cen Luo took out a change of clothes from the closet and said.

Qin Ran watched Cen Luo enter the bathroom and did not come out after a long time, vaguely understanding why.

She sat on the sofa and began to think about what happened in the past.

I don't know if she joined her imagination, but she actually thinks that Jian Mu likes Cen Luo.

It's just that her liking is too subtle and faint, even if she uses her heart, it's hard to detect it.

"Ding—"

A cell phone ringing broke Qin Ran's thoughts.

It was Cen Luo's cell phone that was placed by the entrance that rang.

She walked towards the bathroom, stood outside the door and called Cen Luo, telling her that someone had called her.

He yelled several times in a row and there was no response, the sound of water covered everything.

When Qin Ran heard that the bell had stopped ringing, she gave up.

Just when she sat down on the sofa again, the bell rang again.

Qin Ran got up to answer the phone and told the other party that the owner of the phone was taking a shower.

Glancing at the caller ID, it turned out to be Jian Mu, Qin Ran hesitated for a moment and then answered the call.

As soon as the phone was connected, before she could speak, she heard the other party's voice:

"Cen Luo, don't break up, okay?"

"I can promise you to calm down, but I don't agree to break up."

Qin Ran was startled for a moment, The voice was indeed Jian Mu.

And it sounded hoarse, as if she had just cried.

This is Jane Mu?

"Cen Luo, promise me."

"I'm Qin Ran, and Cen Luo is taking a bath." After

a few seconds of silence in the receiver, Qin Ran realized that there seemed to be something wrong with his words, and said again, "We are girlfriends, you understand. "

Qin Ran never thought that one day she would explain her relationship with Cen Luo to Jian Mu.

"Well, I know."

"Can you please help me."

When Qin Ran heard Jian Mu's words, she felt inexplicably sad.

If she hadn't lost her way, Jian Mu would definitely not beg someone who she knew didn't like her.

In fact, during this period of time, Jian Mu not only took the initiative to discuss cooperation with her, but also gave her many gifts.

The performance of a big order is not small, and the gifts are all the latest products developed by their work that have not even been released yet.

But in the end she rejected them all.

Thinking about it now, maybe Jian Mu just wanted to get closer to the friends around Cen Luo.

Perhaps, Jian Mu really repented.

As proud as Jian Mu, one day she will bow her head to please them.

This is something Qin Ran never thought about.

"Why did you play the women's basketball team in high school?"

Qin Ran didn't answer her, but asked directly.

"Because Cen Luo said that I'm a nerd, I should learn more about other hobbies." "

Then why quit."

"Cen Luo said that studying is the most important thing." Jian Mu replied without reservation.

Maybe Qin Ran is the only one who can help her now.

Cen Luo said...

Was he listening to her unconsciously?

"I'll only ask you once," Qin Ran paused, and then said, "Is it because of habit, or because you love Xiao Luo?" "I

love her."

These words had a strong impact on Qin Ran.

Cen Luo did it, but she seemed to have lost her courage.

Would it have been better if she had supported Cen Luo more and given her encouragement?

"But she doesn't believe it anymore."

When Cen Luo came out of the bathroom, he saw Qin Ran sitting on the sofa in a daze.

He called her twice but got no response, so he walked up to her and patted her on the shoulder:

"What's wrong with you?"

Qin Ran came back to his senses and shook his head: "It's nothing."

"Have you bought your ticket? Which flight is it?" What time does it take off?"

Cen Luo had no doubts about him, picked up the charged mobile phone from the entrance, and clicked on the ticketing software to check.

"Let's take this class at ten o'clock tomorrow morning."

"So early? Have you passed your resignation application? Don't you want to hand over?"

Cen Luo was puzzled for a moment, not understanding why Qin Ran was so excited, but he answered her honestly: "An intern What do you want to explain? Don't you just leave if you want?"

Qin Ran: "..."

She didn't expect that it was Yunjing Entertainment who got in the way in the end.

In the morning, Cen Luo and Qin Ran mentioned that the company issued a document to demote her to be an intern, which is why she came here after work.

"I wrote the resignation letter four months ago." While talking, Cen Luo turned out the resignation letter and sent it to the minister.

Love to fall, really who cares about this thing.

If it wasn't for Sun Qing's promise to find evidence, she would really be here if she wanted to.

She didn't know until Sun Qing agreed not long ago that Sun Qing had never planned to let her get involved in this matter.

Let her leave it alone because Sun Qing can solve it by himself.

How many people has Jiang Man offended.

When Cen Luo was a freshman in high school, he was lucky enough to meet Bai Shuang a few times. Once, Bai Shuang happened to be sober, and asked her to go in and have a chat for a while, and asked her to wash her hair for a while.

Before leaving, Bai Shuang asked her if she could always be Jian Mu's friend.

Cen Luo agreed without hesitation, and told her that he liked Jian Mu and would always treat her well and stay by her side.

Thinking of this, Cen Luo's eyes darkened.

But she's about to lose her trust.

"What about your project? Don't you want to do it?"

"An intern doesn't have a project."

Cen Luo grinned, thinking of Jiang Man's face that day, he couldn't help feeling angry.

It's also thanks to the fact that she lost her memory at the time and didn't have that deep affection for Jian Mu. Now she might have poured the coffee in front of her on her face on the spot.

The villain succeeds.

"Xiao Luo, can you send me your shift information? I'll see you off tomorrow."

Cen Luo didn't doubt anything, so he sent her a screenshot, and then realized: "You plan to leave so late? Isn't your room there?"

"Oh, it's more convenient, so I'll check the weather for you."

"There will be information." Cen Luo lowered his head again and replied.

Qin Ran was speechless for a while, and while Cen Luo bowed his head, he sent the screenshot to Jian Mu. When he just hung up the phone, Qin Ran asked Jian Mu to add her as a friend.

She hoped that this time she made the right decision.

The other party responded to her message in seconds.

【Thanks. 】

The living room fell into silence, and Qin Ran remembered what Jian Mu said on the phone just now.

She asked when she began to like Cen Luo.

Jian Mu replied that it was a long time ago, but she dared not admit it.

"Why?"

"When I was young, a doctor would come to my house every once in a while to see me. He said that the probability of mental illness being inherited is 90%. Even if I can't see the difference now, it will gradually split up in the future."

"I dare not, but I was greedy, so I did a lot of wrong things."

Qin Ran could no longer express her shock.

She did hear some rumors about Jian Mu, but she never believed them.

"What about now?" Qin Ran asked her at the time.

"The funny thing is, someone told me later that it was a heart attack."

"Tsk——"

Qin Ran, who was thinking about it, was suddenly interrupted by Cen Luo's mocking voice.

Cen Luo put the screen in front of her so that she could see the words on it.

"I'll give you a few days to cool off. Yunjing is not something anyone can get in if they want." "

After you recover your memory, won't you be able to become a regular again?" "

We all recognize your work ability, don't play tricks Childish temper."

Cen Luo read the message word by word, and then replied word by word:

[It has recovered, and after thinking about it, the treatment in another company is also quite good, and I plan to go there as an intern up. 】

Qin Ran followed her with a smile, a little absent-minded.

Can Jian Mu keep Xiao Luo?

It was past nine o'clock the next day, and it was close to boarding time, but Jian Mu hadn't come yet. Qin Ran looked around anxiously but still didn't see Jian Mu.

The previous conversation between her and Jian Mu still stopped at Jian Mu's sentence "I'm here".

coming? Where? She was dying of anxiety.

"I should go in."

Cen Luo didn't know why Qin Ran kept pulling himself to chat, and even told her to drink two more sips of water before going in.

After procrastinating and procrastinating, Cen Luo seemed to be aware of it, and said something.

Seeing Cen Luo enter the tunnel, Qin Ran sent Jian Mu a message:

【You came? ? ? ? Are you sure you are here? ? ? ]

Can't hold up the wall, can't hold it up, she has worked so hard, yet Jian Mu is still late.

Mad at her.

Why did she help Jian Mu.

The next moment I received a message from Jian Mu:

[I bought a ticket and came in. ]

Qin Ran:?

Is that what she guessed?

Cen Luo got on the plane, found his seat, and said to the person sitting outside:

"Please make way."

The person sitting next to him was wearing sunglasses, a mask and a hat with the brim pressed down very low. .

Based on his professional habits, Cen Luo took a second look at the other party.

Is it a star?

Dressed so strictly?

After the man heard her speak, he made room for her, and Cen Luo walked in in front of her.

The body that was about to sit down suddenly paused, and looked at the people next to him twice more.

Then he took out the blindfold and put it on as if nothing had happened, and got ready to sleep.

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