Sewer Rat ☆ Written by coral
I wanted to explain myself to myself in an understandable way. I gave shape to my fears and made excuses. I varied my velocities, watched myselves sleep. Something's not right about what I'm doing but I'm still doing it ── in the worst parts, ruining myself.Richard Siken; excerpt from war of the foxes:
"birds hover from the trampled field"
WATCH OUT GODS AND GODDESSES! THE SEWER RAT WANTS TO HAVE A PLACE AT THE DINING TABLE; IT WANTS TO CARVE OUT ALL THE BROKEN PIECES OF GOD IN HER AND CALL IT MEAT FOR THE POOR LAMBS TO EAT!THE KING OF GODS IS NOT PLEASED! HE IS AN EAGLE GLOWERING AT HIS PREY, LIPS CURLING BACK INTO A DISTASTEFUL FROWN. IF SHE DOESN'T BACK DOWN FROM THE DINING TABLE, HE WILL SKIN HER ALIVE AND BURN HER TO A CRISP!
HER LAUGH BECOMES EMPTY AND HER BRAIN IS SATURATED IN PERENNIAL NOTHINGNESS, THOUGHTS LIKE ASHES OF A CORRUPTED CONSCIOUSNESS REPRESENTING THE TRAGEDY SHE WAS.
SHE IS NO GOD, NO HERO, NO ANGEL.
SHE IS THRIVING HOPE FOR THE ONES WHO HAVE BEEN FUCKED OVER BY THE DIVINE AND SHE WILL RAISE A GLASS IN THE NAMES OF THE FORGOTTEN BECAUSE THEY WON'T.
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Sewer Rat, PJO
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