Is Recovery On The Way?

Megan is just a not-so-normal 17 year old girl. She is tall and fairly skinny but not all skin and bone. She is mainly muscle. She has long carmal-blond hair. She is a total cowgirl and doesn't see a probablem with it. She is very much a tomboy. She has been going trough Hell along with her family and friends ever since her cousin, Cade shot himself at their school on September 26, 2012. She has been skittish ever since. Her best friend Bailey(Fred) has been there for her the entire time. Fred is a more girly and very outgoing version of Megan. They have been friends since 6th grade. They would take a bullet for each other no matter what. They both go to that same high school in Stillwater, Oklahoma.

~Megan's POV~

It was turning out to be a normal friday at school. I was wearing my signature outfit: a camo jacket, plad button-up shirt(today it was black), bootcut blue jeans, and my brown cowboy boots. I was walking from 3rd hour, US History, with Fred. Winding our way down the crowded hallway. We stopped at my locker first. I put all my books in my locker and grabbed the dollar I had in my backpack. Then we maid our way to Fred's locker. Along the way Fred decided it would be funny to push the clumsy girl(me) down into the 1 ft deep pit area in our school. I ended up losing my balance and landed on my butt. On the way down I twisted my bad ankle and tried to catch myself with my hands, so I hurt my wrist pretty badly. Both hurt like crazy! But now Fred was worried that she hurt me and other people where now gathering around to check on me because I hadn't gotten up yet and was just sitting there with a scared expression still on my face from being pushed. So I just got up, brushed myself off, and walked up to Fred normally to show I was fine. Soon the people dispurst and we walked to her locker. I kept my self from limping and wincing to make sure she didn't see I was hurting. When we got to the lunch room, we got in line for our food. Once it was our turn, we went in and picked our food. I got a small 75¢ bag of chips with my dollar. Fred got Bosco Sticks (cheese filled bread sticks with pizza-like sauce) and a milk. Then we went to find our table with some of our friends. Once we sat down our friend Taylor sat down to the left of me. Every one was eating except me. I hadn't even touched my chips yet. Then my friends, specially Taylor and Fred, started to raise cain about me not eating enough. None of them seem to get that I'm just not hungry anymore. I'll eat a little bit at lunch to keep them happy and a medium sized dinner but thats about it recently. I cant figure out why I'm not hugry. So i cant tell them. I know it worries them but I don't know what to do so I ignore it. I eat a few chips to make them happy but dont finish.

Later after Orchestra and Choir class, I cant really tell you about them because I can hardly remember what haplened from being all spacey and out of it. I am now in my 6th hour, Earth and Physical Science. Im now starting to come back from being off in left feild. We have 3 minutes till class starts and someone tapped me on the shoulder. I was expecting it to be one of my friends that sit behind me but instead it turned out to be Riley, a simi-prep guy in my class. He handed me a folded up note and said, "It's been a long time coming, but here.". I was SO confused on what that meant. Then the bell rang so I put the note in my lap and listened to what the Substitute Teacher had to say. My teacher was sick and didnt leave a lesson plan. So we could do what we wanted and even get on our phones! I first read the note. It told me it was from Colt. A guy i knew but wasn't really close friends with. The note told me about how he had liked me ever since he met me a few months back. At that moment my walls went up. He left his number and asked for me to text him. So i did but was still scared of the out come.