HEY CRUSH!!!!

Feelings(7)

Ayrah's POV

Can i come and see you tomorrow.

Pls stop this habit of ignoring me while u know how i truly feel.

Pls talk to me

I am sorry please.

Just tell me u don't like me then i promise to
leave u

U hate me so much why?

Can we just talk physically please?

Can't you acknowledge my feelings for once

Pls just say something

Even if it means this is the last time we talk

He read the messages without reply hmmmm i don't even know what to think but i will show
myself to him on the day of his test in shaa Allah anything that will happen let it happen..

The next day in school we were reading in the library with my clique but my mind was on a certain someone so i decided to message him again even if he is not going to reply

Aslm malam i can't stop thinking of you even after all the things u have said and done.

Pls think about it again,nobody knows how i feel about you pls have pity on me

Can u continue talking to me  please i will be fine with it..

He reads the message immediately without replying

He started typing then stopped
Oh God was he trying to reply back? Please reply please reply i was chanting reply in my head but sadly he didn't..

So i continue reading while checking my phone after every minute Anty rahma noticed and said

" your head is not here ayrah why are you checking ur phone like that are you waiting for something or do you want to go home?"

I wanted to cry and tell her everything but i decided against it she didn't know i took the phone number and she will surely say i told you so but i am not ready to hear all that so i lied and said

"Noo just checking the time umma said i should come back early because she want me to accompany her to visit my aunt in u/muazu"

"Okay we are almost done ai give me some minute then we will leave together"

I nodded and was so happy she didn't catch on

At home i called my bestfriend Aisha,in the midst of all dis drama i forgot to tell her what has been happening..

Aisha and i have known each other for a few  years now,both of us meeting at the school basketball court we played in different team that day but ever since we became very good friends. I am a year older but i can't ask for anyone better than her i love her so much.

"Hey babygirl"

"Hey anmata" i responded

"What's up we didn't meet in school today"she replied

"Yeah was kindaa busy wlh i have test tomorrow but i need ur advice real quick and don't yell at me when u hear what i am about to say okay?"

"Okayyyyyyyyyyy.......what did your crazy ass do now huh"she whisper-yelled

"I said don't yell u idiaaattt just listen okay, i have a huge crush on one of our lecturers he is fine and all so i stole his number from Anty Rahma and started messaging him, and now i like him so much but he is not replying my messages and i keep messaging because i cannot just leave him aisha"i said in one breath

Silence followed I thought the call got disconnected

"Hello babygirl are you listening"

"What??????????????"

" did you hear yourself ayrah a lecturer fa don't u think that is going to implicate you in some way huh what if he tells his other colleagues and then they will all be looking at you like a desperate bozzooo and then you will be a laughing stock"
She continued

"What is happening to you this is so unlike you but i won't blame you coz i know the matter of heart nobody can meddle with it i love you so much girl but we need to talk about this tomorrow kinji"

I was crying because all what she said is true but i didn't think so deep and i am regretting it..

"Okay see you tomorrow love you too"i replied

"Stop crying mumu u look so ugly when u cry dama u look like that monkey that u showed me his video the other day"

We both laughed and said our goodbyes

Imam's POV

10:30pm

Why do you read my message and not reply huh

U don't know me but see how u re acting..

I have never in my life begged a guy to love me but look at my situation now

Can i call you tohm

Will you talk to me

And if u see your name on my script tomorrow blame yourself

I am going to bed coz my head is aching i know i will be crying all night

And if u think all dis is a joke wait till i can't take it anymore wlh i will come to ur office saidai kamun wulakanci

I read the message again without knowing what to say i have been reading her messages for 2days straight but couldn't bring my self to reply,from the looks of it she is in too deep and i like her too but i can't shake off the feeling that all this is a set up and when she says she's going to cry or she cried my heart ache i swear the feelings i have for her is growing but I have no idea what to do..

Tomorrow they will be writing my test i know i will see her but i will pretend as if i don't know her and i know she is on the verge of breaking down soon she will want to come see me and darling,i will be so ready for you..

I smiled to myself shutting my phone off and sleeping straight away with the images of my pretty maimu invading my sleep..