Love by bet ❤️

18. I want to be loved!❤️

Hello guys 😇

Finally, my exams are over only Viva is left!!😁

Thankyou for keeping patience!!😇

Here's the new chapter!!

Happy reading!!❤️

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Annika, I am coming! My heart whispered at the pace I can't even calculate.

Annika's POV

I woke up lately and first thought which crossed my mind was of Shivaay's. My mind replayed our last night conversation. A wide smile formed on my lips. His little attention makes me feel special. Someone shook me bringing me out of my thoughts, I looked at the source to find mumma sitting in front of me.

'Ani, where are you lost?' asked mumma

'Nowhere mumma' I said
'Then why were you smiling?' she said raising her eyebrow

'Because, I am home' I said not knowing what to answer to mumma. I don't want to lie to her about Shivaay but at current I also don't know what's happening with me.

'Okay, get up and come for breakfast'

'Okay mumma' she nodded and left

I sat at the breakfast table.

'Good morning everyone' I wished

'Good morning' everyone wished back.

'A very Late morning to you too, Ani' said Armaan out of nowhere, I glared him

'Armaan, waking up just 5 minutes earlier than me doesn't makes you a morning person' I said smirking at him.

'Whatever' he said rolling his eyes. And I remembered Shivaay.

Noone can roll his eyes like Shivaay do, my mind thought.

Don't talk about him please, my heart whispered

Why? My mind asked

His mere thought does something to me, said my poor heart. No! heart is the main culprit here.

Shut up! I shushed them

'Annika, see I have made your favourite pasta for you' Mumma said

'Thanks, mumma' I said taking a spoon full of pasta.

'Ummm, wow mumma! Its damn tasty' I said munching the pasta

Is it better than Shivaay's pasta? I don't know the source of this thought, but this thought crossed my mind instantly. And my mind drove back to the day when I was sitting on the table in cafeteria and Shivaay came and suddenly confessed that He loves me.

'Again, that smile' mumma said snapping fingers infront of me. I looked confused

'what are you talking about?' I asked

'You were smiling like morning. What's the matter?' asked mumma giving me a teasing smile

I looked at everyone who were waiting for my answer leaving their breakfast. Shit! Am I being that obvious?

'Nothing mumma, I am feeling home. That's it' I said, while everyone smiled

I tried to give a thought about my current situation. I know, even I am aware of human tendency to think about the person who likes us, I mean who claims to "like us" but here is not as such case because I know very well that Shivaay is just being casual with feelings. He is just naming his feelings as love. Maybe he admires me or likes me but as a friend. I know in such cases where one finds someone liking towards them eventually likes them back. But I don't want such love like this. I want to love my life partner due to love, not just because he loves me. I know it sounds complicated but can't help. This is what I am!!