just one more step

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I'll be finally free. Just one more step is what I'm missing. It's such a beautiful view from this bridge. Especially when it's sunset. And the beautiful music the whistling of the birds it creates. It's just perfection. It would be a perfect date. Just sit here on the bench, enjoying the beautiful view together. It's a shame I can't enjoy it more.. "this is the end."

You're probably asking how I got into this situation. Well, I'll hladly tell you.
Well first I should tell you that my name is Alex.
When I was a little girl in kindergarten, I already didn't have any friends. No one wanted to be friends with a girl that has ginger hair and has freckles all over her face. I'm also pretty shy and other kids called me 'boring carrot'. Mom always said it's gonna get better. Well, she thought nothing of it since we were just Kids 'playing around'. She often called me dramatic, because I'd go home crying almost everyday. The teachers didn't notice of course. They were busy with their favourits or with some 'other work' while smoking outside. We were a poor family so we couldn't afford any great kindergarten. It was probably the worst in town. Great thing they closed it later..
Well I didn't go to school on the first week since mom somehow got more money and wanted to go on a vacation with me. Don't take this wrong, I was very happy and I enjoyed it there. We had a great time. But.. it's not so great to miss the first week of school when it's your first year in school. It's all about introduction and when you miss that there's just little chance of getting to know someone. So it was pretty much the same. Again left with no friends.
But then, one day, it all changed.

"Yess finally 6th grade! Only 3 more to go.." well I finally got to 6th grade, which was great for me. But with 6th grade comes physics too. I was pretty much failing at that. It was the only class I didn't understand. Maybe it was the teacher? Anyways. The head master told me that I'll have a tutor. A new student. Well it's not like I like getting to know new people, but I guess I have no other choice. I'm just lucky he's coming in the second half of school. So I still got 5 months to chill. And fail in physics- They told me he's really good in physics and that he'll teach me a lot. I don't understand how someone can understand such a nonsense. Let's wait and see how much he can help then. Probably not even a little. If I don't understand it from a teacher how could I from a student? And a GUY? Nah boys are stupid. Girls were always the smart ones and guys were all about sports so why do I have to get a male tutor. He's probably nothing better than that stupid teacher. After all, boys are all the same, right?