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The 'half of school done' holiday just ended

Finally back to school. I know. You must think how weird I am to be excited to go to school. But it's not that I'm excited for school. I'm just glad I can finally get out of the house, at least for a few hours. The atmosphere at home was always intense and not very comfortable.. Dad always drunk, mom mad at dad after she just came home from a hookup and brother smoking and doping drugs right behind the door of his room. I know this all, but they don't. They don't know that about each other. If they would, the house would break apart right away.

First Bell rang, now I just wait for the second one. It's so noisy here when the class hasn't started yet. How annoying. The girls gossiping about everyone so loud that I could hear them from the moon. Guys running,around the class, throwing things around the class. My head hurts so much from all this noise. But anything better than home. Because it's not like my head doesn't hurt at home when mom is screaming all the time. They have 3 minutes, they're not prepared for class and yet they're playing around. Oh God I'm not gonna be a teacher for sure. I'd have a break down if I had a class like this. And we're not even the worst one here. How the hell can people be this annoying. "Humanity doesn't have a future." The bell rang and everyone got in their seats while they were still talking and throwing stuff around. The door opened and teacher walked in. The class was finally quiet. "Sit down please. If I'm right we were supposed to have a test today right?" Well of course  no one studied. I bet they had no idea anyways. Well I studied so no problem for me. "Well we'll have to write it next time." What! Are you kidding me? I studied so much! "It's because you're having a new classmate today, and you have to get to know each other." Omg. Are you kidding me? We had to replan the class trip aswell because of him. What else are we changing? I already hate him so much.
When he walked in class I was actually confused. All the girls were already crimping him, even though they saw him for the first time. They're all so easy to get and they're all about money. What a brats. Not gonna lie he looks good with the fact that he has good grades. In matter of fact he looks more like a playboy than a nerd. He's gonna be pretty popular here for sure. Heck yeah, he already is, isn't he. I mean just look around the class and you can already see how popular he is even though it's his first few minutes here. Just imagine how popular he'll be.
"Alex! Are you not paying attention or what?" "I am!.. no, no I'm not. My apologies. What do you need sir?" "It's your turn to introduce yourself." "Oh, I'm Alex and, well I like music and books. That's all." It would be best to never even talk to him to be honest. It would only get me trouble. God why does he have to tutor me? Why not literally anyone else. Well.. not gonna lie no one here knows physics. I guess he is my only choice after all.
"Okay Jake, sit down next to Alex, right there." What? What the hell! Why here! There are other free seats, so why does he have to seat him right next to me? Especially when he knows how much I hate new people. Ugh great. "Heyy, I'm Jake and you are Alex if I remember right?" "Yeah." "You don't talk much, do you." I didn't even bother answering. There wasn't really a reason to answer or anything. Plus we were still in class and people should not talk in class. Well.. no one bothers to keep their mouth shut anyways. But whatever. It's not like I wanna talk to him. Well at least I don't have English with him.
Oh no. Physics is next. I hope no one will remember that he should start tutoring me. I mean, of course I need it.. but as I said I should keep myself as far from him as possible. I'd rather have an F instead of spending most of my time with him.
CRRRR
Ah well finally class started. Oh fvck why is he walking towards here? Does he think he can sit here? "Hey, could I maybe sit here?" "Of course" It's not like I had a choice okay? I didn't want him to sit with me but I'm a good person and there's no other free seat. "My god did he really just sit next to her? what a poor guy, he doesn't know who she is yet." "We should warn him before they become friends." Here we go. I knew they'd talk about us right away. "Alright class. I've been informed that we got a new student today, is that correct? "yep, I'm right here." I'm not even gonna lie, I'd rather die than go to a new school. It's way too much attention for me. who'd want that? All eyes on you. Introducing yourself in every class. Ah makes me shiver even just thinking about it. "Okay then, please stay here for a moment after class is over. You too, Alex." "Yes sir." Oh my god, did he really have to remember? I really don't want to be tutored by him. And i bet he doesn't want to tutor me either.

Okay here we go. Does Jake even know he's going to tutor me? what if he refuses? He looks like he has no clue about it. "So Jake this is Alex, but i supose you already know each other, right?" "Yeah, we're friends." what.the.hell. did he just say? we? friends? is he kidding me? nah, no way. we won't ever be friends. None of us wants that so there's no need to. "Great! Even better then. Did you know eachother before or did you become friends this fast?" "Today." Okay I think that he should just shut up already. is he drunk or what.. "Well the better you know each other, the easier the tutoring will be. It would be great to start today already. If you don't have any plans aof course. Just give it as much time as possible." "Don't worry. We'll start today" What? What if I have plans? He can't just decide that without me. I already hate him. So pathetic to think that I'll do whatever he says. "Okay, then I can let you go now. good luck with studying and have a good day." As soon as he finished talking I quickly got out of the classroom. I don't wanna talk to him. All tht shit that he said is just unaccetable. "Wait!" I hesitate a little but decide to stop and turn around. "What do you need?" He just took my hand, put something in it and walked away without saying a word. It got me kinda confused, but then I realised what he gave me. a piece of paper. really. Is he already making fun of me? I wouldn't be even surprised. i slowly unfold the paper. 

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