YOU'RE MY IDOL

6- Let's get married.

Jungkook POV

We were still in jin hyungs house chatting, arguing, and having delicious food made by jin hyung. i ate a lot of food i just ignored my diet. i should work out 1 hour more tomorrow.

"Hyung, this samgyetang is really good. The chicken is perfectly cooked. i guess i ate most of the chicken here. Hmmm.." i said while chewing the last thigh piece left in soup they all ate only one piece i ate whole chicken.   

"Yeah, you like that. i'll cook more next time," he said, giving me another piece of chicken. i shook my head saying no i ate already lot i should watch my weight there is release in two months i was carefull enough to not to mention that if jimin knows he will be depressed from now i still have two months i should keep him happy.

"Eat it, you should work hard. You are world star now," He said, filling my plate with more food and chicken.

We finished our dinner, and we all cleaned up, and we all moved to the living area to catch up on the missing stories.

"So jungkook, when is your next tour?" Namjoon hyung asked. i saw how worried jimin was. I know i have to leave for japan again in two months for my alumb work and new photoshoot with the famous clothing company that will take 3 months to return back to korea.

"I dont know i didn't get any news from my manager for time being i will be in korea" I lied my manager called today morning to inform me about the events in japan for 3 months but if jimin knows he will be depressed. Jimin visibly relaxed. i smiled at him. i have to keep him happy this whole 2 months.

This happens every time i live korea on my work he will get depressed and should call him every day to make him feel he is not alone. He is older than me , but he acts like a baby, and i kind of like that. I feel like how he's depended on me.

Call me selfish but i want jimin to depend on me for everything He is buisness man CEO of the company who is succesful brillaint bold but when he is my lover he has to depend on me for every single thing he should miss me every second when I'm not around and call me saying how much he misses me. 

We chitchatted about namjoon hyung business and how jin hyung and jimin hyungs duo business became the most successful in korea and how Tae started his business of jewelers manufacturing mind blowing exotic jewelers.

"Okay then, let's leave. i have to go to the studio tomorrow early," I said. jimin hyung got along, saying he has a few meetings tomorrow.

"Yeah, we have meetings with that japan famous clothing brand," hobi hyung said at which jimin nodded.

"Okay then, see you guys," Jin hyng said, waving his hands at us they 3 left in 1 car, and we both left in our car.

"You are working on your new album?" Jimin hyung asked me.

"Yeah, hyung," I said, avoiding his gaze.

"So when you are leaving," He knows i should have known.

"Jimin," i didn't even know what to say.

"I know, jungkook. i know it whenever you work on your new album. You have to go out for promotions concert and photoshoots which country this time."

"Japan again, i have MV shoot, and i signed as model for one clothing brand and I have concert After that, i won't be in korea during release." i said and saw how his face saddened. I holded his hand, which was in his thighs.

"It's okay. i'm kind of used to it. i will miss you, but that's fine," he said with the smile where his eyes didn't turn pretty.

"Let's get married," I said he gasped, and his eyes widened he looked like he saw some ghost or so.

"W-what are you even talking?" he asked 

"I have 2 months for my release and let's get married before that" I told at which he pulled his hand pressed to his chest calming down his heartbeat he didn't say anything we reached home he got down and walked staright to door opening the door entering kitchen drinking glass of water in hurry i followed him closing the door.

"You didn't say anything," I asked him he choked on the water.

"Jungkook, stop joking." He said i frowned at him,'like where is the joke'

"What you mean joking? i'm serious. let's get married in a week or month, so I'm okay with it."

"What are you even talking about? You have release in a 2 months. What about your fans? What about the world? You are an international celebrity, for god's sake. This will be like the end of your career."

"I dont think so. i still believe my fans gonna support me," i said, pulling him to couch and making him sit.

"Dont you want to marry me?" He shook his head at which my heart stings.

"why"?

"Jungkook, your career, your fan. You're future. Everything will be gone forever. we can't marry. We can't live like normal husbands," he said, panicking.

"Hyung calm down nothing will be gone if i lose few then its okay I believe my true fans who supports me loves me by heart will accept me for who i am Those are enough I believe my talent and hardwork are what really matters then who i prefer in bed." I said, pulling him into hug he shook his head a few tears, rolled down his cheeks.

"Hyung, stop crying," I said, wiping his tear.

"Jungkook-ah, this is not what you want. This move may ruin your whole life," He said, holding my face.

"I will take care about it. Just choose our wedding date before I release my next album." He was still worried. I pecked his eyes.

He just leaned into my chest, closing his eyes. I patted his head, and he slowly fell asleep. I carried him into our bedroom, removed his socks and jeans and put a blanket over him, and kissed his cheeks. And went to change into nightware and got into sheets, pulling him into my arms.

"I love you, jimin, and I will do anything for you,". I planned to marry him as soon as I finished my last japan trip. I know he would be worried he won't agree to this he will put my career first. It's not that I'm not worried. I'm worried too, more worried about him than my career how much of hate he and his company would receive. i wanted this marriage to be secret for the time being.
I sighed, kissing his crown and closing my eyes and drifting to dreamland.

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Thank you.

I got a job I'm busy with this new routine I couldn't find time to continue this I will try my best to update soon again don't worry I will not discontinue it. I'm really sorry for the short chapter next chapter will be bigger🍆 I promise😉