Wanted for carnage (Sturniolo Triplets Fanfic)

Nick's Point of View

Life is an ocean. I loved Matt and Chris. Chris is so sweet, Matt's so cool. I love them so much and I would do absolutely anything for them. "Nick," Matt raised his voice at me. "Don't yell at me, Matt. What even happened to Chris? Where is he at?" Matt stared at me with the most concerned looked I've ever seen. "Boo," Chris tried scaring me and Matt, but Matt was not startled a bit. Me, I jumped higher that the clouds. I almost hit my head on the ceiling. "Christopher! That was not funny! I could have hit my head," I snapped. He pouted and Matt laughed at him. "You're such a child, Chris. Come with me. Nick, stay here." He looked back at me right before he grabbed Chris by the wrist and took him to his room.
A couple of hours later, at maybe 9 in the afternoon, Chris was asleep, and Matt was siting in the living room staring out the window. "Matt. Matt. Matt. Matt. Matt. Matt. Matt," he finally looked back but he looked pretty angry. "What the hell do you want, Nick? What do you need," I saw the anger flood his face, and tears rising from his eyes, rolling down his cheeks. "I'm so sorry, Matt. I just wanted to know what happened, like, why are you so irritable," I asked. He walked up to me with a serious face. I was so surprised when he reached his hand out and hit me in the face. "Listen, ask me anymore questions, and you're going to end up like Chris and Nate. Try me," he snapped. "What the shit, Matt? What happened to them? Tell me," he smirked at me and put his hands in his pocket. He sat down next to me and told me that they got hurt. He pulled his hands out of his pocket, and they were splattered in wet, red liquid. "Matt," I demanded, grazing his hand with mine as I shook. This made a feeling of anger rise up inside me, anger that I've never felt before, even when recording with Chris and Matt. I stood up and attacked him, and i felt a painful sensation tingle through my veins. I snatched the pocket knife from Matt and I-

Life sentence in prison. Matt, Chris, Madi, and Nate were all gone. It's been 7 years since the incident had happened. After Matt, I hurt Madi. Life is an ocean, and I'm drowning in it.