They say ,
first love never dies ,
but,
does this pain ever ease ?
you choose her over me ?
I put my trust in you ,
I believed in you ,
I loved you . . .
Amd what do I get in return ?
This third degree burn ,
I just wish I could turn,
my back on you ,
prentend I never knew,
maybe you just need space to breath ,
would that bring any releave ?
This death I'm denying ,
I keep on trying ,
but I'm still crying ,
maybe I'm dieing ,
All this time we went out ,
we never once screamed or shout ,
So why'd you throw me out ?
This feeling of dispair ,
lingers in the air ,
a desprate love affair ,
life just isn't fair ,
please,
if I'm wronge correct ,
but ,
be your going to totally reject ,
without even giving me a reason ,
all these feelings ,
every minute is like a differnt season ,
my brain keeps reeling ,
I'm so confused ,
Like I'm living a permenate nightmare ,
pain passes through the air ,
Why can't our feelings be shared ,?
Why can't you still be there ?
My tears drip to the floor ,
every day i hope ,
that a different world there will be a door ,
I'm still trying to cope ,
my shirt and pillow are soaked ,
my heart has been broke ,
I feel like a outcast ,
I just wanna run away fast ,
It's like Im looking through a sheet of glass ,
to someone elses life ,
It's a dailey fight ,
I'm being tempted by this knife ,
I wanna take flight ,
to leave this place ,
get out of this race,
for beauty and fame,
but your the only one to blame ,
I'm quit ashamed ,
in myself ,
but it I couldn't help ,
The feelings you gave me ,
I thought you were here to save me ,
but instead ,
you toyed with me ,
slowly destroying me ,
I guess a first love ,
just isn't enough . . .
*******DEDICATED TO MY DEAR FRIEND BRANDIE :] sorry its not that good :PP **********************
