I thought you loved me

Bye bye Miami!

When I got to Dave & Busters I got out of my car and pulled my phone from out my pocket.I went to the contacts and called Ashley.

She answered and I put the phone to my ear.

Me~Where you at

Ashley~By the entrance door

Me~Okay I'm about to walk in

Ashley~Rd nigga

I hung up and walked to the entrance door.I saw Ashley and ran to her.We hugged tight and I kissed her on the cheek.We both walked to the front desk and payed for a seperate card.

(A/n-If you never been to Dave & busters you get a card to play games and without a card you wouldn't be able to play games)

When we walked inside we looked around and thought about what game we should play first.We walked to a big screen section and I started to play subway surfers while Ash played temple run 2 on a screen next to me.

When we both lost and got our tickets we played a few more games.When we was tired of playing we walked over to the eating and drinking section and sat down.A waitress came over and was ready to take out orders.

Waitress-Could I start you off with a drink?

Me~Shirley temple for me please.

Ash~Make that 2

When the waitress walked off to get our drinks me and ash started to talk and laugh about things.We caught up a little more and talked about our childhood and stuff.

5 minutes later the waitress came and sat our drinks in front of us.A lot of ice just like how I like it!

I took a sip and it was strong as always.I took more sips and continued to talk to Ash.

When I was half way through the drink I took one last sip and stood up.

Me and Ash stood up and walked towards the door.We saw this little boy and girl with their mother and walked over to them.

Since me and ash didn't really need the tickets we won we gave them to them and they thanked us.Then we walked out our door and into the parking lot.We hugged and I kissed her on the cheek and we said our goodbyes.I got in my car and started it.I pulled out the parking lot and drove towards my house.

When I got there I turned my car off and got out.I walked into my house and into the kitchen.

I put my purse down on the chair and went into the pantry.I went into the box of chips and got a bag of nacho cheese Doritos out of it.

I opened it and put a chip into my mouth.I walked up the steps and into my room.I saw Jacob laying on the bed and I sat down on it.I turned on the tv and ate the rest of the Doritos.When they were gone I threw the bag in the trash that was in the bathroom and sat back down.I turned the channel to Love and HipHop and began to watch it when I felt Jacobs hand wrap around my waste.

Jacob~Hey baby

Me~Hey Jacob*peck him on the lips*

Jacob*Deepens the kiss*

Me and Jacob kissed me softly and I layed on top of him.He smacked my ass which made me gasp and he slipped his tongue in my mouth.He continued to kiss me and he flipped us over meaning he was on top.

He kissed from my neck all the way to my belly button and stopped there.He began to rub on my private and was about to take off my jeans when I stopped him.

Me~I'm to tired not today please..

He continued to pull down my pants and I pushed him.

Slap!!

Jacob~Don't fucking touch me.Im going to get what I want and I don't give a fuck if your tired!!

Did he just slap me??I guess he did because the side of my face was stinging.My pants were now off and he was taking off my underwear.

Me~Jacob please don't do this.Your better than this!

He took my underwear off and pulled out his thing.He reached out his arm and opened the drawer that was on the nightstand and grabbed a condom.He opened the pack and slipped it on.

Tears started falling down my face and I couldn't believe that my boyfriend, the love of my life, my everything was about to rape me.

I cried and cried and cried as he sticked in and started to stroke slowly.I wanted him to stop.I wanted all this pain to go away.Why??Why me!!I can't take this!!I have to go away!My child's father!Im going to be a single parent!!

All this stuff was going on in my mind at the moment.My eyes was cloudy and filled with tears.

30 minutes later..

Jacob was finally finished and no more tears could be shed.He got off of me and later down next to me Seconds later I heard him snoring and I sighed loud.

I tried to get up but I was in so much pain and I fell to the ground.I grabbed the wall to balance myself and slowly walked to the bathroom.I turned on the shower and stripped myself.I got in the water and all the pain slowly drifted away.I washed up and got out.I dried myself and walked into my soon to be old room.I got a bra and panties out of my drawer and put them on.I walked to the closet and grabbed some shorts and a white t-shirt.

I put on my pink Dr.Martens and then walked to the mirror.I put my hair into a high bun and put on clear lipgloss.

I got 4 big trash bags from out of the bathroom and walked back to the room.I quietly put my clothes and shoes into a bag and tied it.I grabbed another and continued to do that.Once there wasn't anymore clothes and shoes in my closet I walked over to my drawers with a different bag and emptied them.

When I was all done and sweaty I took all of the bags downstairs.Im surprised Jacob didn't wake up.But anyways,I took the bags to my car 2 at a time.

When all the bags was packed in my car I walked back into the house.I ran upstairs and walked in my room.I walked over to Jacob and kissed him on his forehead.Sad I'm leaving the love of my life but I just can't take it in Miami anymore.Im sure going to miss it though.I grabbed my purse and phone and went downstairs.I walked out of the door and locked it behind me.I walked to my car and got in.I backed out of the driveway and rode towards the airport.

Bye bye Miami!!