in tandem
Author of the Story:
duneofsand
Summary:
Something about Yoo Joonghyuk makes Kim Dokja want to submit to him and give up the control he has. It's become quite a habit at this point, but neither of them seems to mind it too much.
or Kim Dokja needs Yoo Joonghyuk to fuck him. Yoo Joonghyuk happily obliges
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"Please," whimpers Kim Dokja as Yoo Joonghyuk pushes his finger deeper inside him. "Please."
Yoo Joonghyuk doesn't change his attitude, though, and remains slow and careful with what he's doing. "I need to hear you say more than that. Please isn't enough."
It's torture, being treated like that, but Kim Dokja relishes in that feeling and couldn't ask for anything more. He knows that it wouldn't be that hard to find the words and beg Yoo Joonghyuk to fuck him properly, but for some reason he can't bring himself to do so.
Instead, he just waits for the moment that Yoo Joonghyuk will decide to do it to him. It's a silent agreement that they've come to over time. That Yoo Joonghyuk can do whatever he wants to him and Kim Dokja will gladly obey.
Kim Dokja hasn't always been like this. He loved to have control, but it always came at a cost of ruining things, and Yoo Joonghyuk was the one who showed him that giving away the reins could be beneficial for both of them; Yoo Joonghyuk craved the release that came with having power over someone else, and Kim Dokja had too much power and had to give it away.
"I need you to fuck me. To use me. I need to be yours."
The words seem to be a little more convincing because Yoo Joonghyuk looks up at him with a cocky smile on his face. He enjoys hearing Kim Dokja verbally ruin himself just for his pleasure, and Kim Dokja's own pleasure is derived from that.
"Is that the best you can do?" Yoo Joonghyuk asks and pushes another finger inside him. The lubed-up fingers aren't enough for Kim Dokja, though, he needs the real thing and he knows that he's going to have to beg to get it.
He swallows thickly and bows his head down. It's not a sign of respect or anything of the sort, but more of a sign that he's willing to obey. "Please fuck me, Joonghyuk-ssi. I want you to fuck me so well I forget my own name. No, I need you to."
Those words seem to be enough to stimulate Yoo Joonghyuk. He pulls his fingers out of Kim Dokja's ass almost immediately and wipes them against the bed sheets. "If you want it so bad, then I have to give it to you," he says with that familiar confident expression in his voice.
Kim Dokja carefully watches as Yoo Joonghyuk applies a decent amount of lube on his cock and jerks himself off while looking at Kim Dokja's fragile and pretty body. Before Yoo Joonghyuk came into his life, Kim Dokja had a problem with calling himself pretty or attractive, but Yoo Joonghyuk showed him that there was more than one way of being just that.
Yoo Joonghyuk holds him in his big arms, and he's so much bigger. For the first time in a while, Kim Dokja feels safe, and he just wishes it could stay this way forever. However, he still has that lingering need inside him, the one that's ordering him to want more.
Yoo Joonghyuk can tell exactly what Kim Dokja wants, though, and for the first time in a while he doesn't make him beg. He pushes the tip of his cock inside him and waits a moment, just long enough for Kim Dokja to adjust to the feeling of having a cock inside him once more, and then goes further.
It's the feeling of being completely full that Kim Dokja needs. If he could, he would ask Yoo Joonghyuk to never pull out of him, and stay hard inside him forever. It's not an exactly comfortable feeling, but he definitely doesn't mind it.
Kim Dokja buries his head deep in Yoo Joonghyuk's chest and lets himself adjust to the feeling of Yoo Joonghyuk inside him. He takes a few deep breaths, but that same insatiable feeling that he felt before washes over him again and he once again comes to the realization that gentle and caring sex won't work for him.
He needs Yoo Joonghyuk to ruin him, because that's the only way that he can properly clear his head and wash away all of his problems.
"Fuck me, please," whimpers Kim Dokja, and it's enough for Yoo Joonghyuk to go ahead and do it.
He gently lays Kim Dokja on his back and holds himself up above him. Kim Dokja feels almost trapped with the strong arms on each side of him, but once again it's a feeling he doesn't mind.
Yoo Joonghyuk doesn't waste another moment and thrusts inside him with little care. He's good at it—better than any person Kim Dokja has been with—and slams his lips against Kim Dokja's. "You feel so good. It feels like you were made for me, for me to use and play with."
In another lifetime all of this would seem strange to him, but in this one, Kim Dokja relishes in the feeling of being Yoo Joonghyuk's. He belongs to him and even though it might not appear so at first glance, Yoo Joonghyuk belongs to him too.
"I. Want. To. Fuck. You. All. Night. Long," he says, each word followed by a rough thrust that leaves Kim Dokja completely breathless, yet more satisfied with himself than ever.
Kim Dokja lets out a whine because that's the best he can do, but Yoo Joonghyuk understands what it is he wants. They want the exact same thing, which is why they work together so well.
"Jerk yourself off for me," Yoo Joonghyuk prompts and Kim Dokja doesn't need to be told twice.
He wraps his fingers around his cock and starts jerking himself off. Slowly at first, but he soon realizes that he can only satisfy himself by doing it faster, so he picks up the pace just like Yoo Joonghyuk does.
"What is it you want?" Yoo Joonghyuk asks above him, his voice harsh and if it came from anyone else, Kim Dokja would be scared of it. But in this particular scenario, he can't help but enjoy it.
"To be yours. To belong to you completely," Kim Dokja whispers. He wants to scream the words out, but there's not enough air inside his lungs for that to be possible, so all he can do is whisper.
"Let me hear you say it again," Yoo Joonghyuk continues. "Who do you belong to?"
"You." The word rolls off his tongue smoothly because he means it. He hasn't meant many things as much as he meant that simple answer.
Yoo Joonghyuk smiles at him and further asks, "Unconditionally?"
"Unconditionally," answers Kim Dokja, this time louder and a lot more sure in his words than before.
As soon as Kim Dokja says those words he feels the clear liquid spill over his stomach and over his thumb. Usually he would feel ashamed that he came before Yoo Joonghyuk gave him permission, but it's different this time around. Even though the sex is more than rough, there's a clear emotional undertone to it, one that changes the way they behave with each other.
Yoo Joonghyuk smirks at him but after a few final thrusts, he tilts his head up at the ceiling and closes his eyes, indicating that he's just as close as Kim Dokja was before. "Fuck," he groans one last time and releases inside of him.
Kim Dokja watches as Yoo Joonghyuk looks back down at him, slowly opening his eyes and staring as if his world had changed because of what happened.
"Thank you," is all Yoo Joonghyuk says as he lies down next to him, his breath gradually slowing down.
Kim Dokja wants to be the one thanking him, but he doesn't know how to. He has so much to say to him, but no words with which he could say it. So instead he just stares at Yoo Joonghyuk and nods slowly, trying to convey the feeling of immense gratitude that built up inside him.
Yoo Joonghyuk huddles closer and wraps his arm around Kim Dokja, making him feel even more comforted and at home than he was before.
