She desperately wanted to know the reason of the immense distance between them. She needed someone but she had no one beside her. She'd daydream for too long about their happy moments. She just wanted to leave everything up and go up to her and give her a backhug. But that's not how everything worked. Whenever the confrontation happened, it would never go as she expected it to. The closeness yet distantness between them, made her uncomfortable. The awkward conversations, fake smiles, everything about them made her suffocate. She blamed herself for everything. She blamed herself for being the reason of the distance between them. Oh! How she wished for those carefree days to return. Those days, when she'd just walk upto her and play with her. When they'd visit each other frequently. For those days, when she didn't have to fake anything in front of her. She could just wish now.........
She was dying and living at the same time and couldn't comprehend it.
*Her broken self
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Friends by fluke
PoetryA story of two girl besties and how they drift apart from each other. How one of them gets affected by it and slowly her mental health deviates a lot. She tries to cope up but it feels that she's far too behind and won't be ever able to do so.
