1 month later I didn't feel good at all I had a headache I felt I was going to throw up and I did so jasper!! Jasper come here jasper are you okay he asked no I'm not try to eat I went downstairs to tried to eat but I could not keep nothing down I was gagging jasper asked before Derek went to rehab did y'all have sex? Yes we did I answered his question you could be pregnant he told me jasper I can't be pregnant no not now! Jasper I'm telling you your pregnant
Look just go to the doctor
Michael okay I'll go to the doctor
Jasper I'll pretend I'm the daddy
Me you would
Jasper I look like Derek without the small beard and mustache
Me you do look like Derek your going to find out if your going to be a uncle
Jasper that too
We got to the pregnancy center
Nurse sign here please
Me I'm here to take a pregnancy test
Nurse okay I'll call you back shortly
About 5 minutes later the nurse called your name
Nurse what are your symptoms
Me morning sickness when I was trying to eat I was gagging even when I drink water I gag
Nurse okay we are going to the examine room I'm going to an ultrasound who this?
Me my husband
the nurse told you to lay down
The nurse puts gel on my belly I looked at the screen
Nurse okay you're pregnant with twins your about 7 weeks pregnant
Me does my babies have a heartbeat
Nurse yes they do
Me jasper your going to be a uncle to twins Jasper looked up at the screen
After the appointment I could not help but stair at the ultrasound pictures of the babies my babies Derek's babies I started to cry I'm pregnant with twins I need to tell Derek it felt like my heart was sinking into my stomach she never held the moon cuz she was to scared to brake it hours go slowly the days go fast I miss my hubby I need to tell him I'm pregnant I put my hand on my belly I was 7 and a half weeks pregnant
Jasper you okay are you having a miscarriage?
Me no me crying I'm pregnant and Derek is in rehab
Jasper calm down it's okay
Me *hugging jasper I took deep breaths and the babies need a father jasper I don't wanna be a single mom its hard jasper
Jasper I know it's ok hey I know know it's ok but it's still early you won't be in your second trimester until Derek comes back
Me I wanted Derek to cherish my first trimester like to lay down with me in bed for longer well I know
