Stories of my life!!

Camp talk! (Mostly crush talk)

Alright y'all! Hey! What's up! I am going to be calling my crush Jake, a suggestion by KarissaT99 And I am going to call my church camp crush Mark.

Camp was awesome! I did team games, my team got 3rd place out of 4 spots. And I did Jesus stuff and saw 3 of my friends who I rarely ever see! And I made friends with some girls from Oklahoma. And I swam in the lake and shot a bow and played gaga ball! 

Anyway, some of y'all might remember the guy I had a crush on at the fall retreat about 6 months ago. I thought I got over him because I never saw him that much. But he went to church camp and gosh dangit I still like him. But at least I like him less than last time. And I def like Jake more. 

Also at camp, I actually like talk and played games with Jake! Only because I was talking to his friends that are also my friends first. And I did get to see Jake without a shirt again, so that was a plus. And I like talked to him like a normal person, like we were friends! I think we're slowly becoming friends, I've known him for like 3 years and have only crushed on him for 1. But I am super happy we are becoming friends! Also, I forgot to tell y'all, but a couple months ago, me and Jake were like teasing each other while waiting in line to play four square and I didn't realize till after I got home but I pretty much died of happiness.

And I saw a guy I knew like four years ago, we'll call him Henry, and I told one of our mutual friends about it, we'll call him Lucas. But I didn't want to say Henry's name after not seeing him for four years, plus we weren't even good friends back then. So I asked Henry his name and Lucas who was next to me said. "I thought you already knew him?" But Henry didn't hear and when he wasn't looking I gave Lucas a face that was just like. "Don't say that!" 

And I also told one of my other friends about Henry, we'll call her Mia. And she tried to get me to talk to Henry and I was just like. "Heck no, I barely knew him back then." And when she found out I talked to him she gave me this face😏. 

But then a little while later I told Mia I had a crush on Jake and I even discreetly pointed him out to her. And I am freaking out because only three irl people know I have a current crush, two of them know his name, and now Mia knows what he looks like. Luckily, she doesn't go to my church, she lives an hour away from me. I also sorta lied and told my close friends that I used to have a crush on Mark. And I only sorta lied because I told my friends on the first day of camp before I realized I still like Mark. And I have never told any irl people that till now.

And also, I talked to one of my friends, we'll call her Emma. Some of y'all old followers might remember that at fall retreat, a guy gave Emma his letterman jacket, we'll call him Will. And it turns out that she used to have a crush on him then. But now she has a crush on a dude at her school who sounds way better than Will, no offense to Will though, he's pretty cool.

And after camp at youth group I actually told two guys I had crushes in the past, they didn't make it a big thing, we ended up talking about Voldemort. But I still freaked out in my mind right after. So basically, I'm making life decisions that I will forever overthink. Thank you for reading, bye y'all!