mafia princess

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after a few hours when everyone finished their food the kids and the adults split up.the kids were in the outside area and the adults were in the dining area. Everyone was bored. 'I've got a plan!' I screeched as something came to mind. Everyone asked what it was. 'We should sneak some alcohol I have some cigarettes but we will need to get a lighter.' 'Why not I mean the adults are talking about business so it won't be that hard' Evan explained to everyone. 'But how are we going to get alcohol I mean the bartender won't let anyone have it' Dante reminded us. 'I mean we could always get one of the kids to drop a glass so the bartender goes to clean it up and we run and grab all we can I mean if we get caught we get caught I guess.' Peyton whispered so no one could here the plan. Everyone agreed and we grabbed Owen and told him to drop the glass and we'll buy him something. As the plan went ahead the bartender rushed out to clean up the glass and all the parents grabbed Owen away from the glass. 'Me and peyton are going to run and grab vodka and Luca and luchia are going to grab whatever else but everyone needs to be ready to grab it all.' I explained. As we all ran into the alcohol cupboard we grabbed all we can and ran out. We all sat on the top of the roof. Anyone want a smoke I asked them. Everyone agreed and I chucked 5 packets of cigarettes onto the floor. As we were smoking all the adults came storming up. 'WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU GUYS THINK YOU ARE DOING?' father questioned us 'oh shittt' I slurred. 'Phoebe what the fuck you've been here not even 2 days and your already going behind my back' he lectured me whilst all the other adults were lecturing everyone else. 'Calm down it's only alcohol dad' 'whatever I'm tired of this all we need to go NOW' he shouted clearly stressed out 'okay I'm sorry dad' I felt really bad I don't know why I did this to be honest. Whilst we were in the car home it was silent.every once in a while everyone kept glancing at me to make sure I'm okay.I just give them a reassuring smile as I don't know myself. All of a sudden the car comes to a halt and dad jumps out of the car to open the doors to let everyone out. Before we had a chance to get upstairs another lecture started. 'Whose idea was this' father asked. 'It was mine' Luca backed me up.I sighed 'dad it was me I don't know what came onto me I'm sorry' after a while of him shouting at all of us I had enough I couldn't handle it anymore so I went to go upstairs. 'Where do you think your going Phoebe' he screamed at me. Anywhere but here I answered back 'no you won't get back here' 'okay just please stop screaming' I don't know how long I could handle this I mean what if he starts to get aggressive? I've only been with him for 2 days. 'What were you thinking I mean really getting your family drunk the first time you meet them what has gotten into you I mean yesterday you were fine.' He completely ignored me and screamed even louder. 'SHUT UP YOU KNOW I CANT HANDLE YOU SCREAMING AND YET YOU STILL DO IT' i ran upstairs before anyone could look at me.

Tw: sh (u can skip this part mls x)

I slammed my door and ran to the bathroom 'come on where is it,it has to be here' I thought to myself.Eventually I found it.my lighter.I always used to sh growing up. It was wierd my abusers marks hurt but mine made me feel relieved almost as if nothing else mattered after I relapsed. I slowly dragged the flame across my thigh. A feeling of relief brushed over me as I pulled my dress down.

(U can stop skipping now x it was only short)

Craving some more alcohol to numb the pain even more I slowly got up and opened the door. Covering my ears with my hands trying to block out the screaming from my family downstairs. Eventually I got there, jacks room. I knew he had loads of vodka in here, I heard him talking about it to Rio. Scurrying through his draws I finally found his stash. Grabbing 3 bottles I tried to shut the door as quickly but slowly as possible and shuffled back to my room. I locked the door again and slid down to the floor. I chugged a whole bottle but realised it wasn't enough. I needed more. I grabbed the other one chugged that one down, and the other. Eventually I went to put the bottles in the bin but could only put them next to the toilet before collapsing onto the floor. My bottom lip started quivering. Why couldn't anything go my way for once. Eventually I managed to get back up. I decided to smoke another cigarette to ease the pain inside of me I couldn't get rid of. After 5 minutes my vision started to go blurry. I tried to go downstairs to get help. Just as I reached them everything went black...