Roses with thorns

The one

I cried for 12 hours straight because I don't know if I can Handle this . I start rubbing my tummy and talking to it
"Hey there little one its your mommy . I'm gonna try and be the best mommy you can have . I love you with all my heart " I say to my belly while crying . Should I call Lucas ? Yea I should I mean it's his baby . I was about to call him when suddenly a knock on my door came and it was his .
"What are you doing here "
"Why weren't you at school the last 2 days"
"Lucas I have to tell you something that's gonna change your life forever "
"Alright shoot "
" I'm pregnant and your the daddy " I said hoping for a response he went silent for a couple of minutes straight until he finally said something .
"I'm a daddy now "
"Yes and if you don't want to help " I started to say but he cut me off
"Maya I'm gonna be there for our child and you. I wanna be apart of his or her life  "
"Thank you so much Lucas " I said practically hugging him.
"When's the first doctor appointment "
"when I get to 5 months so 3 months from now they are gonna give us the sex of the baby .
"Hey little munchkin its your daddy and I don't j ow if your a boy of a girl but mommy and I will always love you " Lucas says touching my stomach
He is the best