That night.

CHAPTER 1

 I tried opening my heavy lids. maybe staying at that bar so late last night wasn't such a bright idea. but it's not everyday that you aze Ms. Wilcox physics class. Ms.W is so tough most kids drop the class before the middle of the year. but not me I like to take on challenges.  

I should've celebrated that challenge at home with some sugar cookies and a nice movie. but no I let Tammy my best friend and former roommate talk me into going to this bar with some of the football team. Tammy is dating Dustin the best linebacker in the state. our school's team has won five championships in a role and im pretty sure we aren't going to stop now.  

Tammy and Dustin have been dating for a year and we are all sure that they are going to get married and have beautiful babies one day. Dustin is from new york, six-three and pure muscle. he has beautiful blue eyes with curly blonde hair and since we live in Charleston he has year long tan. Before Tammy "accidentally" bumped into him at a party one night, Dustin has his share of girls throwing themselves at him. Like any Football player at the age of twenty two he was fine with that, but Tammy had better ideas for him. since then they've been inseparable.  

when I finally managed to open my eyes, it took me a while to recognize my surroundings. panic crept in. I wasn't in my room. I wasn't even in my apartment. I quietly got up from the bed without even turning around to see who's room this was. a unwelcome  breeze hit me, fuck im naked. man, I need to stop drinking. with a killer headache I quickly gather my clothes from the floor and got dressed.  

when I was finished, I spotted my phone and my purse. I heard groans coming from the bed, I didn't see his face all I saw was his beautiful ripped back, he was light skinned with dark hair. the sheets were covering his lower half body but I could still tell he was naked. he was tossing and turning  as I manage to snap out my drooling stage. 

 I opened the door and quietly made my way downstairs. the house looked oddly familiar maybe I was here for a couple of parties before? who knows. I quickly put it behind my mind when I heard voices in the kitchen. fuck. great I was going to have to do the walk of shame and I don't even remember the guys name.  

they were two huge guys in the kitchen eating cereal. one of them looked up at me as I walked in. I gave him a weak smile "hi" I said almost low enough for only me to hear. I felt so small next to them. "I see you had a nice night" one of them says with a smirk. asshole. "dude, shut up" said the guy that looked at me when I walked in the kitchen as he smacked his friend in the head. "what?! she kept the whole house up last night, she better have had a good night ! " the asshole shrugs and grins at me. 

 "excuse him his mom didn't teach him any manners, hi im Alex" the nicer guy says. god I just want to get out of here, I probably smell and look disgusting. "Jessica, um sorry to interrupt your breakfast.. and your night but do you know where the door is?". Alex pointed to the door "over there, nice meeting you by the way" he said as practically ran out of the place. I heard a couple of laughs as the door closed behind me. 

I'm usually not the type of girl that sleeps around with random guys. im not a slut, I do go to parties a lot but I barely drink in them. I'm not a Saint either, I've had my share of boyfriends and maybe one or two random hook ups. 

but as in right now, I'm happily single. my life couldn't get any better than this. passing all my classes. having a steady job at the schools library. life is looking good. Ive always enjoyed my independence. I left home at sixteen but I was practically on my own way before that. the pathetic excuse I have for a father was a drunk and the mess of a mom I had was a heroin addict that went awol when I was ten. even though I have my fucked past and family, I never let it define me.