Paintbrush wasn't in the best place, mentally and physically at that time, they still aren't if you think about it, the scars and chunks of hair on the floor really showed that off, they always vented and expressed their suicidal thoughts through jokes but they finally gave in the thoughts, the voices they couldn't handle anything anymore
"im just gonna do it." they picked up the pen, starting to write a suicide note, most of it talked about yang and how theyll miss him other people were mentioned aswell it heavily expressed their feelings in that note, they ripped it out of their sketchbook and set it on their beside table wide open while their hand was near the table they reached for the pill bottle clenching onto it tightly and bringing it towards theirself, a few inches away from their chest taking their other hand and spreading their palm open, tilting the pill bottle
some of the pills fell on the bed but they could care less they given up on doing anything but this most stayed in their hand tho so their attention was drawn to the ones in their hand
they put them into their mouth and swallowed each pill that was in their mouth realising what they'd just done as soon as they swallowed them all. "this isnt gonna work out how i want it to like last time is it." they sighed heavily and laid down, closing their eyes and falling asleep rather quickly.
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a note. || ii(dark?)fic
Fanfictionhi im berry!!, uhh i wanted to share my au and yes i am inspired by a few fanfics myself, i will put warnings in the first chapter but i am not the greatest at writing so bare with me for the bad grammar , now to the trigger warnings this will have...
