Mama's Wish

Broken Hearted

One Night My Mom Went to Her 3rd Job And She Got Shot ..
The Workers Say That Her Voice was raised In a Jealous Way And The Nigga Who shot her was Never Found...
After The Funeral , The Insurance Money Went to My aunt And Uncle who were Very Selfish and didnt Share .... Now We Had to Be Splitted Up .. We Didnt want that to happened So we Begged Both Sides of Our Grandparents. . Dad Side Took Autumn And August While Mom Side Took Me , Now Things Were Departed.. And Nothing Was The Same Me And My sisters Had This Heart shaped Necklace with our Pictures in them and every time I looked At It , I Cried ..

By This Time I Quited School , I stopped at 6th Grade and the Funny thing Was I Never Had this talk Wit My mom ...

One Morning I Woke Up And Felt Wet Under ... When I Went to The Bathroom I Saw BLOOD , I yelled And my Grandmother came in ...

Me: OMG IM BLEEDING , I CUT MY SELF !! IN THE WRONG AREA TOO !!

Gramps : No Honey , This Is A normal Thing For Ladies And Lil Gyals Like u , u didnt cut yourself or anything ! C'mon I think I still Have Some Pads to began With

DAMN I was Becoming A Woman With A Mini Pad , Now I was Scared when Those Days came ! I Didnt Feel Like Eating or Talking , And when It Happened I had To Say "Cold Bread" Like wtf is that ?!

But becoming age 19 Wasn't Easy , I Had To Move Out , Get Me A damn job and Feel the Struggle ...